Because of you

27.

Jackson

I had been gathering all my close friends, those that actually knew about Jinyoung and I, and told them about my plans. I knew that they would be able to keep it a secret for us and happily told them about wanting to marry Jinyoung, just not the actual date yet.

I had taken advantage of my trip to China to do the same, gathering all of my close friends before letting them know.

"你们会来吧?" I asked, leaning over the table to look at them.
A/N: You all would come right?

They laughed, all of them nodding that they would, congratulating me in advance.

"你终于敢问他了吗?" 何炅 asked, laughing while I leaned against him.
A/N: You finally dared to ask him? - He Jiong

"哥... 说真的没有。我每次一看到他我就... 我就... 멘붕" I wince, giving an awkward smile.
A/N: Older brother(sounds so weird when you say it like this)... honestly no. Every time I see him, I just... I just... blank out (I don't know how to explain this but this fits the most. It literally means you've mentally collapsed/brain explodes - mem-boong in case you wanna complain so that no one understands :))

"就是说不出口,脑里空白,我这几天就是一直出门,出门又买了超多东西给他,又不懂为什么没胆子给他" I continue, trying to explain it in Chinese to them.
A/N: Because I can't seem to get these words out when my head is blank, I spent the last few days roaming outside and ended up buying things for him. I have no idea why but I don't even have the courage to give it to him

They laughed as I blushed, leaning my head against the table to cool it down. I'm such a loser. I know. But I've got to ask him when I'm back...

They all continued congratulating me, telling me that they would go down when I actually asked and have the ceremony.

~

The filming ended early in the morning and I hurriedly arranged for an earlier flight back, wanting to surprise him.

I texted JB immediately when my flight was confirmed. Today's the day.

To: 2 month old hyung

Today

See  you :)

~

Jinyoung

"Jinyoung ah. Let's go to the company building later today" JB said, sitting next to me in the living room.

"But Jackson's coming back today" I replied, turning to face him.

"I'll ask him to meet us there. There's something I've got to show you" JB said, smiling at me.

"Can't it wait till tomorrow hyung? It feels like forever since I last saw Jackson and I really want to spend today with him..." I frowned, trying to make him understand.

"Nope. Just today. I've got something on tomorrow. The others have even agreed" he said, shaking his head.

"But hyung..." I grumbled, wanting alone time with Jackson.

The other members joined us, catching on the conversation and nodded in agreement.

"We should go before the building changes. And it's just for today" they agreed.

"Go get ready. We'll all leave at 2pm" JB urged, pushing me to get off the couch. They all stood, going back to their rooms to get ready.

I sighed, dropping Jackson a quick text before getting ready. I was really looking forward to spending time with him. Especially because it feels like he is so distant lately...