First Impression ... - An Adamandriel Fanfiction-

Chapter 19

It was dark around Samandriel; dark and warm. He felt the soft fabric of the blanket around his body and the light weight of the arm around his waist. Where am I? He could easily just open his eyes, but he didn't want to. It was so comfortable; it would be ruined if he would do that.
So he just moved closer to the body next to him.

Both boys were still sitting on the couch. Samandriel had wrapped his arms around the demons neck and was still kissing him. He didn't really know what exactly that was, but it felt good. Meanwhile he tried to search for the definition of it in the back of his head, but it was hard to stay focused when Adam's arms were placed around his waist. Also he was slowly dragged closer to the taller one and he couldn't complain about it. It was a really good feeling.

Now Samandriel felt how his cheeks heated up. The night yesterday really ended weird ... At least that's what he thought. He couldn't really remember what happened ... He only remembered this moment ... Okay Samandriel, come on, you are an angel, you should be able to remember what happened after that. After this thought he focused on his memory.

Not a long time after they kissed for the second time Samandriel found himself pressed on the sofa with Adam on top of him. His arms were still around the demon's neck, while the demons hands were softly stroking over the angels torso.
Suddenly the blonde male stopped kissing him and looked him in the eyes. He looked a bit dazed and was panting. "Why did you stop?" Now Samandriel realized that he was also panting. His heart was also beating faster than usual and his body felt warm. "It's not really comfortable here ... Should we, I don't know ... Go somewhere else?" When the young angel looked at the other ones face he could see that his cheeks were slightly pink; that was the first time he saw Adam blushing. "And where?"
"Well ... Maybe ... Up to my uhm- bedroom?" If Samandriel wasn't wrong he was nervous. And somehow, he thought it was sweet. "Sure ... If we keep doing whatever we were doing." The demon smiled. "Sure."
Adam stood up slowly and grabbed the angels arms softly; pulling him closer and kissing him again. Samandriel gasped when he was pulled in the demons armsbut quickly started to kiss him back. But it was actually not that easy to keep kissing while they were walking and the amount of alcohol both drank didn't make it easier at all. So both were just tripping up the stairs; giggling and trying to kiss each other over and over again.
But that changed when they finally reached the bedroom. They stopped fooling around. Soon Samandriel found himself pressed against the door. He was busy kissing Adam back and it was quite hard for him to focus on all the things that happened around him; for example the demons hands that were slowly and carefully exploring the angel's body. And even though he wasn't able to understand everything he felt right now, he was able to understand one feeling: He needed more of this. He wanted more.
Luckily Adam seemed to feel the same thing; because when Samandriel quickly broke up their kiss only to murmur 'more' he started to take off both of their shirts. At first the angel didn't thought it would help, but when their skin touched he stopped doubting that. It felt great. Better than anything he ever felt.

And it started to feel even better when the demons lips met the skin on his neck. And god, that felt good. He leaned his head back, against the wooden door and closed his eyes while he slowly started to moan; not being able to deal with those feelings in another way.

The last thing he remembered was how he was pushed on top of the bed and pulled the demon with him ...

Samandriel sat up straight. His entire face felt like it was burning and he wasn't able to think clearly. He only felt his racing heart beat inside his chest. Then he slowly looked to his left, only to see the demon that was still asleep next to him. One of his arms was still around his waist.
That didn't calm him down at all. It only made him feel more nervous.
Now that he was sober again he knew what happened. Humans would describe it as 'sexual intercourse'. And usually that was nothing allowed up in heaven. They never even spoke about it. So he sinned. And he even did it with a demon. Oh no ... That shouldn't have happened ... His heart started to beat even faster. I am screwed if I go back to heaven ... He sighed and looked back at the demon that was still sleeping peacefully.
Samandriel knew he had to calm himself down somehow so he decided to put on his clothes again and, maybe, he would go for a walk. Fresh air would probably help him to calm down. So he snapped with one of his hands and stood up again; now fully dressed. He put the blanket back and quietly walked out of the room.

When he stood in the hallway of the first floor he closed the door and slowly walked down the stairs. It didn't help him to forget what happened last night, he only remembered more details while he walked down the stairs. The soft and gentle touches ... The hot kisses ... The skin to skin contact ... No! He shouldn't think about it that much.
Father, what have I done ... Please forgive me for my sinful behaviour ... But if he thought about it, everything he could remember felt great. Better than anything he ever felt. But that made his face heat up even more. Then he realized something else. Shit, how am I supposed to act around Adam when he wakes up again? It will be so awkward! He sighed and shook his head. He could think about it when he went out for a walk.

But that won't happen. When he came down someone was already down in Adams living room. "Lucifer!" Samandriels eyes widened in shock and surprise. How long had he been there? Had he been up and knew what happened? Hopefully not ...
The angel looked around and at his younger brother. "Samandriel ... Why do you sound and look so shocked?"
"U-uh ... I didn't know you were here!" He forced himself to smile at the fallen angel.
"I'm not here for a long time, maybe about five minutes ... Where is Adam?"
And Samandriel felt like his face got even redder. "Uhm he is upstairs ... Sleeping ..."
The fallen angel laughed for some seconds. "Not a surprise. I mean, those things speak for itself ..." He pointed at the empty wine bottles on the coffee table. Shit. "Uh yeah they do ..." He laughed nervously and hoped Lucifer wouldn't ask any questions. Unfortunately he did. "Should I go up and wake him up so I can heal him from his hangover? He will have one for sure."
"No!" The younger one answered way to quick and realized that himself so he decided to add: "I looked after him and he is still asleep. He will come down when he is awake again and then you can heal him ...."
The blonde one shrugged. "Sure, if you think so ..." But something was wrong with Samandriel. Lucifer didn't know what exactly it was, but he was sure that it had to do with Adam. Or with the alcohol. Or maybe even with those almost invisible red marks on the angels neck ...