50 shades darker

chapter 7

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"w-what?" i asked, "crap..i didn't mean for it to come out like that but" he looked down.

"joseph, i just had a child bc of all this worry! all of this is causing harm!" my voice cracked.

"i didn't think i'd ever even see you again" i mumbled, "i wasn't suppose to even come here" he said.

i looked at him, "then why did you? how the hell did you even know about any of this!".

"i've been watching you. i'm always with you one way or another" he looked at me with these sympathetic glossy eyes.

i looked down and shook my head, "you shouldn't have come back" i said.

i felt a pain in my chest knowing that came out the wrong way, but what he said after shattered me, internally felt as if i was empty.

"i came for my daughter, not for you" he said so coldly.

"if you didn't want me to come back, stop worrying about me, stop caring about my every move, and most of all stop worrying what happens and what i do."

"you have your job taking care of the enterprises and kashius, now the baby" he said as he got close to me.

i took a deep breath taking in the scent of his strong cologne.

"just forget of me, bc after this you will never see me again" he got close to my face. gritted teeth.

i looked from his eyes to his lips, i took a moment to examine his face noticing how much his face has become more structured and sharper.

his piercing green eyes were a shade lighter, i saw the darkness he had in him through them the more i stared at them.

"such a cold hearted bastard. get the fuck out of my room" i said, he arched a brow and stared me down.

"you do realize your in a hospital gown..weak" he let out a low dark laugh.

i pulled his face into mine as i became impatient, the softness and desire.

everything felt surreal and amazing as so much pleasure came into just kissing him, the way i gripped his hair.

"enjoy all the shitty hospital food" he said snapping me out of my daze.

it wasn't real.

i looked at him imagining if we actually kissed what'd it feel like again, "where are you going?" i asked as he was heading for the door to leave.

"to visit my daughter" he said. i scoffed and tried getting out of the bed but failed.

i was about to eat the floor before joey grabbed me and held me. i winced as i felt this pain hit me.

"you can't get out of bed! you just had surgery!" he groaned and put me back in the hospital bed.

"but i want to see my daughter!" i complained and got comfortable. "ask the doctor when you can see her. i'm sure he can inform you."

he left the room making me scoff as i was left all alone. i took the time to think, he doesn't want me to worry, he doesn't want me to know what he does.

he's pretty much saying he doesn't want me to care about him anymore..

is this a way of him saying he doesn't love me anymore?

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