50 shades darker

chapter 17

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i woke up to an empty bed making me sigh, i got up and showered before throwing on a pair of leggings and a t-shirt

i walked out the room and went downstairs to see joey in the kitchen with natalia singing as he cooked breakfast

he was smiling while dancing around as he held her and she held his face smiling

i smiled, "morning"

he looked at me, "look, look at mama" he told her and moved her to face me

i picked her up and kissed her cheek, i put her down on the carpet floor in the living room and turned on the tv

i walked over to joey and he was only wearing sweatpants, "i have to go in a bit" he said

i hugged him from behind laying my head on his back, "why"

"don't worry about it" he said and turned to face me, handing me a plate with food

i nodded and grabbed the plate, i sat down on the couch and faced the tv

why the hell wont he tell me anything? it's not like i'm gonna go around telling anybody.

i sat back and just started thinking of everything, it felt rushed.

i felt like all this time went by in a split second you know?

one minute i'm in his office then the next i'm sitting in a living room in a house in russia infront of our second child

it all felt weird,

like a dream.

some things just didn't make sense, reality just didn't feel like reality

it sounds crazy, i know but it's just running through my mind everyday, i have these weird blackouts and next thing i'm somewhere else

it doesn't make sense

everything was rushed and everything that's happening is illegal, joey would've been in prison by now or investigated

i got up and put my plate in the sink, thinking of it joeys a murderer

he's in a gang and kills people

i sighed and sat back down at the couch, i'm overthinking this too much

he wouldn't hurt me tho? he may be a killer but to hurt his family is just beyond crazy

he wouldn't tho

would he?

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