50 shades darker

chapter 10

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"why should it even matter? it's not like we're even together" he said making this pain hit me.

"when did you even confirm that we were over? never right? you know what i don't even care. go fuck as many sluts as you want" i spit.

his jaw clenched and charles eyes went wide. i rolled my eyes and looked down at the baby. he was about to say something but i cut him off,

"you don't remember how you would fuck every single one of your workers? huh? or did you forget? cause i'm sure you miss getting your dick sucked every day."

"you think that by telling me this it's getting me mad or something? just bc we haven't seen each other in what, 7 months? that i don't have my ways of getting pleasure?" he chuckled.

"well how about this. why don't you go look around and find another nurse to fuck and then leave back to russia and kill 100 more people. bc as of now you will forget about kashius, the baby, and especially me. i don't want your cold hearted prick ass anywhere near me or my kids" i told him so coldly and with so much meaning it made him realize i wasn't kidding.

"i don't give a shit about you, i only care about my kids and don't think that you make all the rules bc i could quickly put a bullet in your head" he gritted his teeth as he got close to my face making my breath shaky.

"you wouldn't dare" i spat back. "try me."

+ 3 hours later

"loren, i seriously don't know what the hell is wrong with him" i told her as she rocked natalia back and forth in the rocking chair.

she looked up at me and said, "you don't remember when i used to tell you, before you applied for the job, how people would talk and say how he was cold hearted and didn't care for anyone but himself?"

i nodded. "well don't you see how things sometimes stay the same? he's bipolar. one minute he's all soft and loving but the next he's cold and tells you he doesn't care about you."

"y/n i'm telling you. he's not a good guy" she said.

"loren what makes you say that? you've known him for 5 years." i asked as she laid natalia back in her small bed.

"that's the thing, '5 years'. i know how he is which is why i'm telling you."

i scratched my head as all this gave me a headache. "loren, i-" i sighed as i couldn't think of anything to say.

"if you love him, that's fine. if you care about him still, that's fine. but the question is, does he still love you?" she said.

i looked down thinking, "yes. he does" i blurted.

she kissed her teeth, "y/n look at me" she said making me turn and face her.

"he doesn't care about you, and he doesn't love you anymore."

my heart dropped, "and how would you know that?" i asked feeling this weird vibe. i know loren and she isn't the kind to lie.

"he told me that he doesn't feel a connection to you anymore and that the only reason he's been here is for the kids" she said.

"wait wait wait he doesn't feel a connection cause we've been apart?" i asked, i didn't want to believe that he doesn't care about me anymore.

all this worry and stress over someone who doesn't even care for me anymore.

"he doesn't love you anymore."

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this chapter was crap, but i'm writing a new book so new book soon?