The Other One

Eternity

I sat by the window thinking about all our moments we spent together. I wanted nothing more but you to be by my side. I missed your everything...even your flaws. It was my fault all this happened. If only I had taken Liam's offer I could have killed him myself but instead I choose you. I didn't care at the time because I was selfish. All I wanted was you. But look what it caused. Your soul...I hope that you can forgive me. All I wanted was us to be safe from all of this. Apart of me wished that it could have been me that was taken but you would be here sitting by this window instead of me. I just want to hear your voice and know that you're going to be ok. But that can't happen right now because of what I have caused. Ethan I just need you to be alright. I don't even know how long it's been since I have seen you. Three months...I think maybe more. Seems like forever. I know that Jasmine and Grayson talk about you but they never tell me anything. I called Grayson but he only asks how I am. He never mentions you or my parents. I just need to know if everything is ok. I miss you and my parents. I just want my life to be back the way it use to be. I want to be back at my old house. But most of all I want you, Ethan. I never told you that I wanted to get married. I think it's time. We been together for a while and I understand that we haven't been fully together because we were separated for that time. When you died Ethan. I didn't know how to live with myself. I let myself go dark. You are the only one who gives me light. I need you in my life. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Seems now that your gonna change into a vampire. Forever to you means eternity. For that I want to spend eternity with you. Forever and always.