lonliness

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For as long as i can remember ive been struggling with this feeling which i believe to be loneliness
Whenever i wasnt distracting myself with school work ,chillen with my friends, etc.
Whenever it was just me and my thoughts
Sure enough a suddel saddness would creep into my into my mind
Even tho when i look around i dont see a reason to be sad
I have friends family food shelter
all my needs are met
So why then do i feel as if something is missing

Why do i feel like my heart is turning hallow
I can feel the cold blood flowing in my heart and throughout my body
Every beat is heard and felt but this is only the beginning
Tongue rolls back and my heart starts skipping beats and in a matter of time it drops to your stomach and youll be full of depression
And at one point i thought it was discomfort but i realized that this right here....is the feeling of being lonley
...To be Continued

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