I've been thinking whether or not if the love you claim to have means a thing in reality. Four years and you've told multiple people that you love them when they all were just affairs. Affairs of the heart, not implementing that there's nothing special but if this is the case I'm sure you'll tell the next person the same three words you tell everybody who gives you what you want,
I LOVE YOU!
When you say it, it no longer means a thing but I've been to blind to realize it
I'm not special anymore and haven't been in awhile
It was Dead Before it had the chance to last
