Hear me out
I see the things clearer now
What i thought was meant to be
Is watching me shiver now
Deception is a bitch
But it tricks witches to thinking
That Their Christians
After awhile it started to fade..
The life im living and the life i chose
Turn out to not be the same thing
So hear me out
I can see the world clearer
I thought yall had my back but you only acted
So its enacted when you tell me you love me
And give me my goodnights kiss
Listen to my mind
How could you tell me you love me
But constantly hurt me whenever you get the chance
From the moment of freedom to the times you tell me that this thing is the real deal
Listen to my words
When i say that im broken
i am
Excuse all my anger cause i cant match my words with my feelings
So dont blame me when get tired and go on a rant
Dont be surprised after a while i just get up and put on my pants
Listen to my heart
Wait
Listen, feel,watch how i move
You may not be able to read my mind but im sure you can observe how i feel
From the sound of my voice
To the look on my face
Dont listen to me when im mad bc when im mad i just want everything to end
Dont listen to me when im sad bc when im sad i just want to be happy
At times these suicidal thoughts raise through my mind
And cause me to cry but yet i dont tell anyone
But day by day it gets worse and worse
At first it start with inflicting pain and then that lead to drugs
Anything to make this pain go away
I could drown myself in liq
Or smoke myself into the sky
But ik when its all over i can not escape
Theres only one way
Do you hear My cry for help?
