Sitting here laying in bed
Looking at my ceiling thinking why i aint dead
I Clutch my pillow
Because i cant hold on to nothing else
My pillow isnt alive so it can get up and go to somebody else
No need for me to sound selfish
But i need you
Not just part of you,not just 5 with you
I need all ...of you forever
But i cant have you...
Laying here missing your presence
Listening to depressing music
Counting the stars and how long will its take for you to notice me and comeback
But im worthless
Lonley
All i have now is this pencil and paper
To take over the spot of knives and Liquor
Instead of sinking into your chest
Im diving in head first into my pillow wishing things would end
They've always told me pain is p0 temporary
So why am i still feeling this way
If You call This pain
Please give me the one way trip to Death
Because me dealing with pain....
Im done with it
You know whats one thing that will be here for you through the pain and suffering
Your Pillow
So lay your head down and cry until the morning
Tomorrow is a new day
Mask on
Than mask off and get right back to square one
Me and My Pillow
