Im dreaming of a better place not a better faith
Hated being a follower
Now I'm chasing things I wanna chase
Tryed to listen to my heart
Realize that wasn't smart
Had me thinking love is easy
Now its tearing me apart
Had it been the first Time
I wouldn't be so hurt
Evey time I got done there was more dirt & dirt
Treating me Like straight trash
I don't deserve this work
But then when the tables turn im the bad guy for dumping it back on you
Why is it ok for you but if i do what you do
Im the worst thing that exist
I dont like what you make me do so i start to reminisce
After its done i realize im as low as you are too
I couldve been the bigger person but i chose
To be like you
Who am i?
I didnt mean to portray my pain in revenge just a simple taste of your own medicine but what did i achieve
Nothing
What i meant to do is let you go and realize what you missed an opportunity on
And when you get donesit back and watch it all
I never meant to degrade myself and make myself any worst than you bc im better than you...
This is what i meant
PT.1
