Thank you....
For everything you did for me
Thank you showing me that i cant just give anyone my heart even when they seem trust worthy
Thank you for breaking the last little bit of trust i had in me
Constant pain ,tears will never put out this flame
Thank you for making me a model
Crying swimming pools while im asleep
No one here to save me But me
Thank you fir csuse ne so much psin because though i woke up under water ive learned to swim instead of waiting for you to come save my day
Before you came i was never afraid to be alone
But as soon as you came into my life and shined light on my shadeful day
I knew
That i didnt want to feel alone ever again
But now that you stayed ive learned that theres a greater pain
And that being alone
Wasnt such bad thing
I used to pray to god that you found the light of day
And that one day youll stop showing ne this pain
But i never thought of how intentional
This pain can be
But i would like to not only thank god but you
For removing this one thing in my life i call Pain
What is more painful than then losing the one person you love most
Ive put in so much
3 Years,all that i can give at the given moment,the love passion, etc.
Others wilm mourn for the Time Wasted but not i
Thank you for teaching me the kind of love i do not deserve and how toxic certain love can be
Thank you
I forgive you,if you ever get this message know that i forgive you for how you let me down
I thank you so much
You helped me realize how low i set my standardized for my future wife
Thank you for showing me i deserve a partner who has a heart is more valuable than gold just like me
Think about it this way
If god is taking something away you thought was the most valuable person in your life at this point of time,imagine what some worth something would be like.
