Letter To My Ex

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Dear Ex,
You've always meant so much to me
Though Forever ended so quickly
I can say I enjoyed the great moments you spent with me
You've taught me so much
How to stand up for myself
How to love
How to trust
You've taught me that I don't always have to be alone
You've also taught me pain
Pain so deep that only a person inlove to the highest degree can feel the rain
You've taught me the true feeling of love
The good and the bad
Betrayal
Oh I never would of guessed it
I never knew that love was so evilistic
But I'm reality the love you gave me was never understood
You went from making sure I ate
To ignoring my cry's for food
From making sure I was ok
To ignoring my messages every time I hit your line and reach for your hand to get some support but I guessed allat died
Died when you told me it was done
You told me being with me your whole life would be fun
And that you'd never get tired of me because of how I run
From every little spec of me drives your interest rate up
Now you tell me you won't be happy if I stayed like we planned
That I'm not the one so you just had to blast
You once told me that I was the one and i don't know what happen but that didn't last
Your promised me so much but the promises were broken with the last few pieces of my heart
You took me in and took care of me and broke me till you couldn't break me no longer
Left me to root on the curb
And kicked me while you laughed
The person that once claimed to love me as much as I couldn't imagine
But I don't hate you even though I should
Don't let me get started how you did me worse than I even could
Said it was time In between but days or hours don't mean that it wasn't in the same time
How could you do me wrong while you had my name wrapped tightly around your ankle
Claimed that you loved me yet
Moaned in pleasure while you looked at your ankle
How could you claim to love me if you treated me like hell
Burned down my pride
And fed me to the Puranas
I don't know why I loved you so much
But I know my love was the best thing about it
I never let your action make who you are
Because when you said you loved me I promise to take it 12 feet down
But you only said it maybe because you were in the heat
Sold me these dreams the never seem to be true
I loved to strong and believed that dreams could come true
But how could I believe this if I knew you before You
Thought I could change you and marry you
But I was wrong
Now what I call life
Came crashing
Now all I could do is mourn all day long
This is the Letter to my Ex

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