(ARABELLA'S POINT OF VIEW)
''So he doesn't live here no more?'' I asked Halle she shook her head.
''Nope he's been living in the house.'' I nodded and stood outside the bedroom door while she opened the it I leaned against the door frame it was still the same, I could still smell him, I could still see him lying on the bed watching telly while I shorted his wardrobe out.
''Hey don't cry.'' she said I shook my head.
''Sorry.'' I smiled wiping the single tear away putting the empty box on the bed and I started putting what I owned into it. We cleaned out the wardrobe that had all my old clothes in it.
''I'm going to bring everything to a charity, half these clothes aren't worn, if you want to take anything feel free.'' I said she picking up mainly shoes I smiled and nodded tying the black bags and I sat on the bed.
''I loved this room.''
''You did?'' she asked I nodded.
''Even before we dated we hung out in here it was just a place you could gather your thoughts, I loved sitting on the small sofa looking out at the view as it rained, could sit there for hours and only feel like minute's.'' I smiled and looked out the window.
''Bella why didn't you tell us.'' she said I looked at me lap and shrugged.
''It still wouldn't have changed a thing.''
''Still you were rape Bella you should have told someone.'' I swallowed the lump in my throat and shrugged.
''Did you tell the police.'' I bit my lip and let out a deep breath the night came to be as clear as day.
What have I done, what have I done, that was all I could think of. I didn't regret killing him, I'm shock I done It in such a brutal way in front of everyone, in front of my dad his crew and in front of Justin, Jesus Christ, he must be going out of his mind looking for me.
After hiding away for 6 days I knew it was time to go home and face what lies ahead, I was scared shitless but it needed to be done.
I watch along the deserted road it was quiet a little too quiet for my liking, I heard something behind me but I didn't stop I stepped up my pace then everything went black.
A lower pain in my vagina brought me out of the darkness I screamed in pain opening my eyes everything was bury but I could make out the dark figure on top of me grunting.
''Shit.'' a male voice said.
''Get off me"'' I screamed pushing his heavy chest he just laugh while I cried in pain.
I was being rape, rape something that I thought would never happen to me.
