(ARABELLA'S POINT OF VIEW)
I left the room about half hour after the other's only to help her get changed while Jaxon fed the baby. I headed down to my car out front of the hospital to see Justin leaning against it; I looked at him confused beeping my car he looked up at me.
''Yeah?'' I asked confused.
''Can we talk?'' he asked.
''Sure about what?'' I asked sipping my hands in my pockets.
''Don't play stupid Bella.'' he said rolling his eyes.
''Justin if you're going to snap and shout at me I'm not talking to you, I'm leaving in 3 weeks I'll stay out of your way, you won't ever have to see of me again, Gabby will come visited me instead.'' I said opened my car door he closed it.
''We're going to talk Bella.'' he said grabbing me by the elbow turning me around I winched he frowned removing his hand.
''Why didn't you tell me what happened?'' I looked down he pulled my chin roughly up my neck crack I winched moving away.
''Shit are you ok?'' I nodded crossing my arms.
''I heard everything you said to Halle the day in our old room, why didn't you tell me what happened to you Pigeon, I would have found him and killed him.'' he said I licked my bottom lip.
Shit why the fuck does he have to say that name.
''I just didn't.'' he slammed his hand down on the bonnet of my car I jumped.
''I'm asking nicely pigeon, why did you go and break my heart the way you did?'' he asked his hand on either side of my stopping me from moving.
''I eh.'' I paused taking a deep breath shaking my head '' I felt dirty, I didn't feel worthy after another guy being in me, I didn't deserve you, when I said you deserve better I was being honest you do and you have Georgia Justin.''
''Bella that's not good enough.'' he shook his head not moving I closed my eyes trying not to cry
''When I ran that night, I didn't want to face you because I saw how horrified you were after what I done to Santiago. I broke into a house and I showered took clothes and I left. I spent 6 days repeating that day in my head and I came to terms with it because he took my mom from me. I spent a lot of time at the beach and when I was coming home a car came up no actually it was a van it had the driver seat, passenger seat and seats beside then a big empty section, I was knocked out but not full I remember being dragged in by the hair I tried fighting but not eating or sleeping I was exhausted. It all happen so fast, I came around to the pain of tearing down there and a grunt above me'' a tear ran down my cheek '' it must have been about 3 minutes but it was the longest three minutes of my life and I just kept thinking of you the entire time, what the guy was doing to me you'd never touch me again.''
''How did you get free.''
''I felt around the floor and I found a pen and I stabbed him in the neck, he screamed pulling out of me and I grabbed my pants and I ran. It was dirty the night in the forest I put my clothes on and I made it to my dad's cabin where I stayed for then I had to go get food or else I'd probably be dead, not that you'd care so there's my sob sorry to why I dumped you. I got rape i didn't want the love of my life touching me knowing his girlfriend was rape so I left and I found out I was pregnant and I miscarried and I turned into a druggie got out of that life moved on and here we are, now can I leave.''
