✔️ Little Sunshine Boy (Seungjin)

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When Hyunjin had me up against the wall in the nurses office, I felt like fainting. He was too close to me, way too close. And the fact that he was saying these threatening things to me made shivers go down my spine and the color drain from my face. It was honestly terrifying to see him that close to me, and that calm. You would expect him to be yelling, to he pissed the hell off. But he wasn't. He was extremely calm, and that's probably what scared me the most. He didn't show any signs of anger except for the words he was saying. His voice was almost monotone, and he didn't hit me or anything.
It was a scary experience, honestly. But in the back of my mind, that weird, naughty side of my brain decided to speak out.
I kinda liked it when he had me up against that wall. I didn't like the stuff he was saying, of course, but the fact that his body was pressed against mine and I had nowhere to go... I don't know, I just kinda enjoyed it.
As soon as he said to get out of his sight, I obeyed like a lost puppy, scurrying away. And I couldn't help but let the overwhelmed, sad tears spring to my eyes.
Why couldn't I just fit in? Why did this kind of thing have to keep happening to me?
First, I was thrown against lockers at my old school and, in hopes of changing, I'm now being pushed up against walls and threatened. It feels horrible to know that nearly the same things are occurring.
What did I do to deserve this? Had I done something wrong? The only thing I did to Hyunjin was look at him on the bus out of curiosity and help him into the nurses office. So why was he treating me like this?
I decided to grab my stuff from the lunch table because I'd left it there to help Jisung. Lunch was over, so nobody was there luckily, but I didn't want to face anyone today anymore. So I gathered my stuff from my locker, stuffing it all in my bookbag, before making a beeline for the bathroom. It was about seventh period now, so we just had one more period to go, not including seventh. I'd just hide out here until the end of the day, and then I'd go home.
I sat on the bathroom floor and just bawled my eyes out, trying not to make too much noise.
But as soon as I thought I was alone to keep crying to myself and drowning in my own self-pity, someone stepped in and paused when they saw me.
It was Chan.
"Oh no, Seungmin.. w-why're you crying?" he asked softly, slowly approaching me before kneeling down, sitting with me.
"I-I'm not," I sniffled. "What're you ta-talking about?" I asked, even though it was very clear that I was indeed crying.
He sat against the wall I was leaning against beside me, looking over at me.
"Do you need a shoulder to lean on?" Chan almost whispered, brushing his brown and blonde hair out of his eyes. I looked up at him before nodding slowly, leaning my head on his shoulder and continuing to cry.
And he stayed there with me the rest of the day, not once getting up. Not even to use the restroom, which is what he had originally come into the bathroom for.
I'm so happy I had friends like him and Jeongin.

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A/N:
soft, ty mama Chan

Stay Cool 😎

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