✔️ Little Sunshine Boy (Seungjin)

twenty✖️hyunjin

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A/N:

oh shit Monster by my EXO bois just came on I'm-

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I don't know why the hell I leaned in. I really don't. You could ask me in five years and I still wouldn't have an answer. My brain and heart for once just said to do the same thing and before I knew it, my lips had touched Seungmin's gingerly.

I must be going crazy or something to pull a move like that.

He seemed a little surprised by the action, I mean, I was surprised myself and I was the one that initiated it. But the thing that took my surprise to a new level was the fact that when I pulled away from him out of shock, he cupped my cheeks and kissed my lips again, this time, more hungrily.

As much as I wanted to continue on, I just couldn't. I gently put my hands on Seungmin's shoulders and pushed him away just so I could look into those mysterious deep pools of his.

"We can't do this," I whisper to him and he pouts quite.. cutely in response.

"Why not?" he asks gingerly and my gaze seems to soften at what I had heard. I mean, he was pretty cute after all.

"B-Because... because I don't want to get attached, Seungmin. I've gotten hurt before and I just.. I can't," I say softly and look up at him with slightly cloudy eyes. It seemed that I was always getting hurt, whether it be physically or, more likely, mentally.

There was a pause for a few seconds before the red haired boy slowly nods. I hear a heavy sigh come from him and he continues to treat my wounds, but says nothing. I know that what I just said probably disappointed him, but if I get too attached and he leaves just like the rest of them, then I'll be the one disappointed. I'm just building a huge wall to protect myself at this point.

He sits beside me when he's done and then looks at me.

"I'm sorry... that people have... hurt you.. before," he whispers softly and I have to look away before I get lost in those doe eyes of his.

"Not your fault, don't be sorry," I simply say and he hesitantly reaches out, placing a hand on my bicep in a comforting way. I glance back over at him and smile a little for the first time in a while. It's a little smile, but it's one hell of an improvement in all honesty. I haven't had a good smile in a while and I was slightly surprised to see it be with Seungmin.

I wish I could just get over my past fears. But it isn't that easy. He makes me at least a little happy, which is crazy because I haven't known him for that long. Maybe two or three days at the most.

How does one fall in love so easily? To me, it just doesn't seem possible. But as I glance back to him one more time, I realize that anything is possible.

We're almost polar opposites. I'm battered and broken and he just seems... so pure, innocent. I'm kinda jealous actually. I've seen things that no teenager ever should like my parents smoking weed on the couch and then offering it to me, like my friends getting the shit beat out of them and then my friends turning and beating the shit out of me.

I used to think, "He's too happy all the time. Makes me sick." They say opposites attract though, right?

Little sunshine boy and big darkness man.

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A/N:

yEET

Stay Cool 😎

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