Meek POV
Nicki's condition has gotten worse the past few days at some point she was getting better and now she's getting more worse daily I've been going to the hospital every single day some days I even slept there just to be close to her the hospital bill is high as fuck and I'm afraid some day I might have to switch off the machine cause I'm almost broke
My mom has been by my side more like Nicki's side since she's been coming to the hospital everyday telling me how stupid I am for doing what I did and all that unnecessary stuff her friends also been coming over and also the chasers I was currently sitting on the hospital chair and waiting for her to wake up like I've been doing for the past 2 weeks it gets boring and lonely
Meek: I know that you can hear me and you probably rolling your eyes hearing my voice but I still love you and I want you to wake up I want us to work on things I've realized that I was stupid for blaming you for the death of our baby and treating you the way I did. It gets lonely without you and the bed is really cold without you I just wanna hold you close and tell you how much I love you I'm nothing without you
I wiped my tears and held her hand kissing it multiple times and waited for her to wake up
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I was at home taking a shower the house is so dirty and messed up my mom does cook and bring me food but as for cleaning she says "Boy you can clean up after yourself" I try but it's damn hard I opened the refrigerator and took out an apple and went back to the hospital I got there and as I was approaching her room I heard people laughing I opened the door and it was Candi, Thembi and Nicki laughing I cleared my throat and they all looked at me
"Hello ladies" I said taking a sit
"Hi" they all said and continued talking
"Niggas these days can't keep their dicks in their pants might end up cutting that shit" Candi said
I shook my head and waited for them to leave which took them hours to do and they eventually left I took my chair and sat next to the bed
"Hey baby" I said holding her hand
"Hi Rihmeek"
"How you feeling?"
"A bit tired"
"Tired? You've been sleeping for the past two weeks you can't be tired"
"Meek I'm tired being half dead ain't easy" she complained
"Okay baby I'll let you rest but just know that I'm very sorry for all that I've done and I've been a bad hus- (gco)
My phone beeped and it was a message from one of my flings Jessica I ignored it
" I've been a bad husband and I'm really sorry I do understand if you don't want to be with a nigga anymore but I'm sorry ma and I love you "
She looked at me and nodded
"Can we talk when I wake up?"
"Sure thing"
"Okay I'm going to sleep"
"Goodnight lil mama" I kissed her forehead and she turned and her back faced me I waited until I heard her snoring then I went into the hallway and called Jessica
Phone convo:
Jessica: Hey Meek I'm glad you called I tried calling my mom and my friends and they all don't answer their phones I'm so lonely
She said crying
Meek: So you called to tell me that you lonely?
Jessica: Noo I took a home pregnancy test and it came out positive so I'm going to the doctor tomorrow to verify it and I'd like you to be there with me
Meek: I got shit to do
Jessica: Sitting in the hospital chair for hours waiting for your dead wife to wake up ain't gonna help you, you need to see other people
Meek: My wife ain't dead and never call this number again
I hung up and blocked her number stupid ass hoe I went back to Nicki's room and took a nap on the couch
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Nicki: Can I ask you for a favour?
She asked looking a bit scared
Meek: Sure thing
Nicki: Can you please order a pizza for me or McDonald's?
Meek: Are you allowed to eat that?
Nicki: Yeah
Meek: Ard I'll go buy it, I'll be back soon
I kissed her forehead and took my car keys I drove to the nearest McDonald's and bought her her favourite I went to the hospital and I could hear her talking to someone I stood outside and listened
???: Is there something wrong with the food Mrs Williams?
Nicki: Oh no I asked a friend of mine to buy me something to eat
Did she just call me a friend?
???: Oh well I'll take this
I opened the door and it was a nurse she greeted me and left the room I gave Nicki her food and she was so happy
Nicki: Thank you Meek
Meek: It's a pleasure ma
I sat there and watched her while she ate stuffing the face with the nuggets and the fries
Nicki: You want some?
Meek: No I'm good
She continued eating like it was her last meal after she was done she drank her drink and gave me the trash since she was still connected to the machines I got up and threw it in the trashcan
Nicki: Thank you Meek
Meek: No problem are you feeling better?
Nicki: Yeah I'm a bit better can you please borrow me your phone I wanna call my mom
I took it out and gave it to her she dialed her mom's number and talked to her for a while after she was done she gave me the phone
Meek: Your phone is already fixed
Nicki: Thank you
Meek: Are you mad at a nigga?
Nicki: Not anymore
Meek: Does that mean you willing to fix our marriage?
Nicki: Yeah but I need some space
Meek: That's okay with me
Nicki: Thanks but we have to go to a marriage counsellor if that's okay with you
Meek: Yeah that's okay I'll get you a list of the top 10 marriage counsellors and you can choose from there
Nicki: That would be wonderful
She smiled
Meek: Anything for you baby
I kissed her cheek and we continued talking
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