All I see is you,for forever(rewritten){COMPLETED}

Chapter 2♥️

Connor's pov
I opened my window,then took out a cigarette and a lighter.i lit my cigarette,I smoked a bit."ah,that's much better..."I said,I stared out my window.i put out my cigarette on my ashtray,then closed the window.i got changed and walked downstairs,I sat down at the table.

I hate my family and myself,my dad and sister don't give two fucks about me.My mom cares about me but she never picks my side when I'm arguing with my dad,"It's your senior year Connor,you are not missing the first day."my mom said."I already said I'd go tomorrow,I'm trying to make a compromise here."i said,my mom looked at my dad.

"Aren't you going to say anything Larry?or are you too busy on your emails?"she asked him,"you have to go to school Connor."he said.he barely looked at me,"that's all your gonna say?"she asked him."Well what do want me to say?"he asked,"he's not going to listen,look at him.he's probably high."he said.

"He's definitely high."Zoey said,"FUCK YOU."I yelled,I banged my face on the table."Fuck you!"Zoey said back,"don't curse at your brother Zoey it's no constructive."my mom said."and besides,he's not high."she said,I lifted my face up slowly and smiled.my mom sighed,she knew that if I smiled like that I was high.

"I don't want you going to school high Connor."she said,"Perfect."i said as I got up."so then I won't go,thanks mom!"I said as I walked back up to my room.as I grabbed my bag from my room I heard my sister yell,"Connor Finished the milk!"

At school...

Evan's pov
"Is it weird to be the first person ever in history to break their arm from jerking off too much or do you consider that an honor?"Jared asked as I opened my locker."w-what?i don't even have a dick Jared."i said,"but still!"he said."trans people can masturbate too!"he said,"paint me a picture:you're in your room,you've got Connor Murphy's instagram pulled up on your phone-"he said."That's not what happened!"I cut him off,"I was,um,climbing a tree and I fell."I mumbled.

I'm pretty sure he heard me,"you fell out of a tree?"he said.i nodded,he then snorted and began to laugh."What are you an acorn?"he asked,I fake laughed a bit.he was about to leave,"hey do you wanna sign my cast?"i asked."what?"he said,"well just,I thought you know because we're f-"let me stop you there"he said.

"We're family friends,Alright?"he said,"you know I'm only friends with you because of my car insurance."he said.i looked down,"o-oh yeah,I forgot."I said.he patted my shoulder,"hey,tell your mom to tell my mom I was nice to you Ok?"he said.i fake smiled,"ok."I said.

He then walked away,I sighed and locked my locker.i held my books tightly,"oh hey Connor!"I heard Jared say.i turned and saw Connor Murphy,my crush.i felt my cheeks were heated up,"I'm loving that new hair length,very school shooter chic."Jared said as he held up finger guns.

Jared chuckled a bit and Connor didn't laugh,I sighed and face palmed my face."it was a joke."he said,"yeah I know it was funny I'm laughing can't you tell?"Connor said.he then got angry,"am I not laughing hard enough for you?!"he yelled.Jared laughed nervously,"you're such a freak!"he said.

Then Jared walked away,"Ok you can do this Evan."I thought.i walked up to Connor,"H-Hey I'm sorry about Jared.H-He can he a real jerk sometimes..."I said.he then raised an eyebrow,"Aren't you Eva Hansen?"he asked.i cringed a bit,"A-Actually it's Evan now..."I said.

He looked sorry,"oh,I'm sorry."he said."no,no,no,don't be sorry!"I said,"sometimes people call me Eva by accident."i said.we both laughed a bit,"w-we should probably head to class..."I said.he smirked,"or we could skip."he said."W-What?"i said,"come on,you've never skipped class before Hansen?"he asked.

I shook my head no,he held my hand.i blushed furiously,"come on,this will be an adventure for you."he said."omg,omg,omg,omg,"i was freaking out,I can't believe I'm skipping class with my crush!