A bright sun woke me up followed by a loud voice. "Yeonwoo, time to get up baby." Irene was already in his yoga sweat suit at 8 am in the morning.
"Pretend you love me even for just an hour. You know I have a tough week." I said as I cover my self with blanket.
She pulled down the blanket revealing my naked form. "Get up! I need to go, I'll be late for my class." She says.
"One round to go?" I said as I pump my member.
"Yeonwoo! Just get up."
We met at the office, back when everybody was doubting me. I got in by a referral from Aunt Jan but I knew it was my step father who they were really trying to please.
I worked hard but everybody was shouting silently at me that nepotism is the reason why the directors liked my work. I got promoted by having awards during my last concept but it was still my connection they are pinning it to.
Then Irene came, the daughter of one of the board members. Just like me, she has the thirst to prove her worth only to be shot down but unlike me, she doesn't give a shit what others thought.
We became close when she also noticed the 'special treatment' everyone was giving me. Jessie would listen to me but I know she was getting bored of all my rants but Irene, Irene understood what I was going through.
When Jessie and I called it quits, she noticed the change in me. After a drunken night, we had sex which ended in both of us crying in each other's arm.
I discovered I have penchant for women who just gone thru a bad relationship and needs someone to help them restart their lives.
But unlike Lisa, we didn't pretend. We knew we love someone else but we both needed company, someone to bring to family gatherings, someone who can fill up the part of a significant other temporarily.
My head was still aching when we sat at the restaurant for brunch. "Why did you two broke up again?" She asked.
"Her father talked to someone who saw us getting out of a motel, he confronted my father about it and since then they haven't talk. I told her we shouldn't go to motels anymore but she accused me of using her. She told me I thought of her as a fucktoy and cumdumpster." I said trying to massage away the hangover from my head.
Irene shakes her head. "So until you moved on, you'll gonna drink for a week until you can't walk everytime you see her?"
"She wasn't even affected, she passed the exam for Law School with high grades after we broke up. How can I not drink after that?" I said feeling the same stinging feeling in my eye.
"You want her to fail?"
"I want to know if she was slightly crushed when we broke up. Instead, she looks at me mockingly like, hey, I'm the fuck toy you throw away fuck you." I said.
"Just talk to her, Yeonwoo. At least you can." She said.
I wanted to, but knowing Jessie, she'll just spew out degrading words towards me. Not to mention manipulate me into feeling guilty or worst even make me feel more hurt that what it is now by telling me she didn't give a shit about me ever.
I looked at my watch and pull my wallet to get some bills. "I need to go. Maybe I could catch my sister this time." I kissed her cheek and turned around.
