Josh Dun Imagines [1]

Heathens IV - Angst + Swear

"I knew her." Josh said. "You know that FBI agent?" Josh starts the car before driving. "She's... She used to be my girlfriend till Tyler and I murdered people, she's been keeping an eye on me each week. Now she's after us."

"Since when did you have another girlfriend?"

"Ex! She's my ex!" Josh said. "I'm hungry." I said, he sighs. "We'll eat soon."

"Asshole."

<><><>

"You're ex is after you?" Tyler asked, Josh and Tyler began to talk to each while I hung out with the girls. "Has Brendon done anything illegal?" I asked, Sarah thinks, "He has. Murder, just one." She answers. "I served poisoned cinnamon rolls and served them to my guests at a party." Jenna says. "So is this place like 'The House of Murderers?" I asked, we both laugh. "No, Josh's siblings aren't, Tyler's aren't either." Jenna says. "Anyone here who I should know, other than the guys I've met."

"No. Technically this is all of us. That FBI Agent, Josh's ex. Debby Freaking Ryan. She was an ass to us, she thought she was the prettier girl than all of us. She got so touchy with Josh."

"They usually fought a couple times, she threw a glass bottle at him but he didn't get hurt." Sarah said. "She joined the FBI and she flirted with other guys there. Josh knew but he didn't want to intervene. Tyler and Josh lost control, killing a lot of people. Debby met Josh in Jail, saying everything she did ever since their 'big' fight." Jenna said. "But don't you worry, she's a short girl, Josh chose a better upgrade than her. She was a bitch." Sarah smiles.

"Anything I should know about Josh? Well, you guys seemed to know a lot about him."

"Josh, he's a nice guy, at some points but, back before that disaster he was happy. Him and Tyler would hang out. He was this guy who would just hang out with anyone who treats him nice. He was a shy guy, he smiled almost every day. And that Y/N, I think - we think, you can do that for him." Sarah says, Jenna nods in agreement. 

"There's a secret with murderers like us... We aren't the monsters that we think we are. There's always something soft in our hearts."

<><Few Days Later><>

I woke up in bed, seeing Josh slightly snoring beside me. My hand reaches over to the side of his head. He shifts a bit turning towards me, I move closer to him feeling his body heat. His arm snakes on my waist and pulls me closer to him, now chest to chest. I had my hand on his cheek then traveled back to the side of his head, feeling the small strands of his natural hair. "What time is it?" I hear Josh grumble. "Time for you to get a watch." I said, his eyes open slightly and closes them again.

"Wait are you afraid of, Josh?" I asked, he looks up at me and sighs. "I'm not afraid of anything." He says. "Everyone is scared of something." Josh looks into my eyes before looking down. "I'm afraid of losing you."

"No... That's not the right answer I want, Josh. This is about something that really scares you the most, something that has been with you your whole life." I said. 

"I'm scared what I am... I'm scared because I feel like I won't be who I was before. You know why it's hard to be happy? It's because I refuse to let go of the things that make me think who I really am. Tyler and I are murderers, I've seen my face on every single channel. Parents telling their children what they have to fear out here. I feel like I'm sick, like I should be tied to a chair and left there for the rest of my life."

"Josh..." I said, both of us in tears, my hand placed on his cheek. "I will never think you're a monster. You're a nice guy, you were shy, funny, charming, a very happy boy before something had crushed your real figure. I'm here to make you happy, you seemed to be less of a monster once you were reunited with your friends. Because they made you happy, they're your family. I'm with you to the end of the line." Josh pulls me in for a kiss, his tongue licking my bottom lip, till Brendon barged in.

"Guys!" I jump up to see Brendon on terror. "What the hell is going on?" Josh asked, slightly upset from losing the passion in that moment. "Popo's with guns are outside." My eyes knit together till my eyes widen.

I ran without caring about anyone seeing me in my undergarments, I look out the window. Black vans and officers stood outside the house. Tyler runs in, "We need to leave now!"