Josh Dun Imagines [1]

You're Not The One Anymore - Fluff?/Angst

Today I was gonna see my best friend at his concert. Him and I were high school kids, till I moved away to New York and we followed each other on social medias but I didn't have enough money to buy a ticket for me when they played in New York. But today I did, bought myself a ticket, and I've fell in love with him. Josh also fell in love with me, once I left he said "I love you" and hugged me. I was left in tears when I entered the car all the way till we got to New York.

Now I was heading to the concert in Ohio, I worked as I model. My friend Tiara was a photographer for models and she thought I could do the modeling. I've reached to magazines like, Victoria Secret, Vogue and Plus Model. She was already at the concert, she's always photographed the concert for the guys. Tyler Joseph, this is the first time seeing him. He seemed like a nice friend to have and talk to.

I've followed his wife's account, she loves cooking at night a lot. I reached the parking lot where the tour buses were and I saw some security, hearing the fans on the other side screaming. "You're Y/N L/N?" The man asked, his tag on his chest named Mark. "Yes. I'm Tiara's friend and Josh's." He smiles.

"Well, follow me." He says, I followed him in the halls. "So you here for them? Or for the concert?" He asked. "I have not been to their concerts so I here for both. I was Josh's high school friend... or crush." Mark looks over. "Really? You do look like you're from Ohio."

"I moved away to New York. I didn't have money at the time so Tiara told me I should model." He nods. "I know how that feels." He says. He gestures to the door, "The concert will start in 30 minutes, you can call me when your ready and I'll take you to your special seat." He smiles before walking off to do work around the arena. I knocked on the door to here someone call "Come in!" I entered and I saw a tall man, wearing a grey beanie and a Ohio jersey. "Josh." I breathed out, he smiles slightly, "Y/N? Is that really you?" I see a dog sniff my leg, his tail wagging at the new guest. 

He smiles and pulls me into a hug. "Oh my gosh. It's been forever, I can't believe you're here. How?"

"One of your photographers, their a model photographer. She's a friend of mine and I model."

"Wow, you're getting places." He says. I pull away. "This is Jim, my golden retriever."

"He's adorable. Hi, Jim." I kneel down to pet Jim. "Where's your lead singer?" I asked. "Oh Tyler? He's in the other room. Are you hungry? I got some food over there if you are."

"Oh no. I ate on the way here."

"How's New York?"

"It's cool, but traffic is horrible but I love the weather." He smiles. Another knock was heard and a girl that was smaller than me enters. "Hey! I brought Jim's bowl and leash."

"Oh thanks, I was gonna plan to get those." She walks up and kisses him. My whole world stopped. It's like being shot with a lot of blades and you're just shocked to move. He smiles at her before she looks over to me. "Who's this?" She asked. "Oh, this is my high school friend, Y/N."

High school friend? You said you loved me. You didn't even bother to visit me when you came to New York. "Hi, I'm Debby. Josh's girlfriend." Of course rubbing it in my face?

Debby Ryan. The girl who played in Barney, the Disney actress and a singer. I'm older than her and so is Josh. I couldn't be more surprised. But this hurt me bad. Tiara enters the room and gasps, "Hey you're here! I was looking for you--...Oh." She knew about Josh and I's relationship in high school and she knew what I was feeling.

"Uh, Y/N, maybe we should take you to the seats, its gonna starts soon." Tiara laughs nervously. "I... actually have errands to run. Maybe visit my grandparents." I had my eyes on Josh before I turned away to the door. "Wait. Y/N!" Tiara calls, Josh knew what happened, he just didn't want to do this in front of Debby.

But Y/N is his best friend. Or that he did felt the same he did when he first saw her. 

"Y/N, come on." Tiara guides me into her room in the coliseum. "I'm so sorry. I've should've just told you but it would've made you not come." I sobbed quietly. "He said he loved me."

"I know he did. I know." She sits down next to me. She holds me as I cried. "If you want you can still watch the show or you can chill in my bus where my Xbox is set up." She wipes my eyes and kisses my head. "I'll be back, there's snacks there." She gestures to the table of her and I's favorite snacks. "Thanks, Tiara." I sniffed, she gives me a reassuring smile before leaving the room.

I laid on the couch on my stomach, tired from the travel and crying. I didn't even bother to look up when someone entered the room. I felt the couch sink in on the edge. I felt a hand land on my waist, rubbing slightly. I glanced up and saw Josh, I stood up and scooted away from him. "Y/N, I--"

"No, I get it Josh. You have a girlfriend. I can see that. You don't have to apologize."

"I do love you, Y/N. But... I also love Debby."

"You're right. Debby's better than me, she's an actor, a singer. I'm just a girl who was assigned as a model. I'm not that nerd girl that you kissed, the one who treated you like a King. You treated that girl a Queen. But... You're not the one anymore." I said. I stood up to leave, going back to New York. I felt his hand grab mine. "You tried your hardest to come and see me. At least travel with us."

"I love to travel... but I got modeling to do." I pulled my hand back and walked out of the room. I stepped into my car and drove out. Going back to New York. Leaving him is hard, but this isn't the first. 

Another one coming up!