LETTING YOU GO MEANS LOVING YOU
by Mae Antonette Manatad
Im so sorry for tearing us up
Im so sorry for breaking your heart
I know I promise a thousand times not to hurt you and that is the hardest part
With my decision I feel so sad
Cause I know how much I hurt you so bad
Leaving you is the hardest decision I make
If you only knew how many sleepless nights I take
On how many countless nights that I break
On how many nights my heart aches
Cause I know soon Im gonna leave, and it will surely be the stupid mistake that I'll make
Im finally able to compose myself to break up with you
Though I know how much I am madly in love with you
Im so sorry for breaking you up this early
Whats the point in staying when I know we cant never be
I know this sorry will never be enough
I know you dont deserve to be hurt like that
Im sorry if I no longer fight
Im so sorry if I was not able to hold you tight
But I know soon you will find someone who will love you and treat you right Someone who will stay with you through day and night
Please dont ever doubt my love for you
All the things ive shown, it is all true
I will cherish those moments we had
Having you even once, im so glad
Until now I am still learning to live without you
Im still learning to fill this emptiness without you
Im still learning to fill this loneliness without you
Til now, it is always been you
I know breaking up with you will haunt me forever
The way you loved me? I can always remember
I know im gonna hate myself for that
Im gonna hate myself for letting go of someone I love
I miss you but im trying not to care
Im trying to avoid what I feel
Cause who am I to miss you tonight?
If im the first one to say goodbye
I love you but im trying not to show it
I love you but I just couldnt admit
cause for you, I cant just commit
cause I know someday, im just probably gonna quit
I love you , I love you
The feeling I can never escape
I love you , I love you
The words I couldnt just spit
Cause I pretended not loving you, and that is shit
Please find someone who makes you happy
Someone who brightens your day
Someone who will surely stay
Someone that who will be with you everyday
Someone who is not me
I hope youll find her soon
I hope youll find where you truly belong
Im willing to be hurt, just to see you happy in return
Im willing to see you kissing someone
Im willing to see you close to someone
Im willing to see you from afar
Pretending im invisible in the day like a star
All I am asking is to see you happy
That's why Im setting you free
Cause that is what you deserved to be
To be loved, wholeheartedly
