I'm Doing Just Fine

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I'm opening my eyes again under this clear blue sky
In the field travelling along in the pretty orange saddle, my hair tucked in a helmet
The wind along my soft cheeks
With only music on my mind

I let you go a while ago, and now I can see the sunshine
Beating down on my blonde hair, sparkling along with my sequins
You werent good for me and i see that now
That I was a fool to ever fall into your long line

Now i feel fine, my heart is free
I own myself, none other can follow my path
Only cut across for a moment, or a lifetime
That is if i choose them to be

My heart beats faster as my loyal friend brings me farther towards the setting sun
I think about the words you spoke to me as I had been in my bravest moment of my life
Though I didnt say everything, I found peace in myself
Im feeling just fine, basking in the pretty sunshine

Bidding goodbye to the dark clouds behind me, I join my group
We go faster and faster down our own path
One day we won't be able to do this
Our lives will be tied to others but it is our choice if we choose to feel this way once more
We are always going to be tied together in our hearts

Now that i understand myself, i can live myself
To all those who said that i couldnt, guess what
I love myself and ill keep riding towards the rising sun while you stay behind in the darkening cloud, babbling about nonesense

My wings shall heal, and my legs will run once again
Im not alone
While i was broken on the ground with my heart bleeding
They picked me right back up and showed me the sun
Then they showed me the moon and we stayed until the stars started to set and our bellies hurt from laughing so hard

Now my horse is tied to the tree with a bucket of oats and water while I lie beneth the galaxies above
And say goodbye to the nightmares that haunted my sleep
I casted a spell around myself full of love, peace and family
Im okay, i am not lonely beneth the stars
Im carrying the ones that mean thr most in my healed heart and I'll keep going

My brothers and sisters
Mother and Father
Aunts and Uncles
Cousins and Grandparents
They all lie in my heart
And those special two people, the brightest starts in my sky
Thats where you will forever stay

And we will all be fine
I'm Fine

                                                               
A/n
Okay so Answer has me shook and shakin in my leather cowboy boots

My favourite song is I'm Fine, which is why I switched some words to match it.
I finally broke it off with that guy which I'm glad I did
BTS are the only boys i need in my life for now other than my family, and my best friend

I gpt bucked off a new horse the other day and boy that wasn't a happy experience. Nothings broken but my left knee is swollen 3 times its size still and my hip is killing me but otherwise im fine

Wish everone the best and if you like my poems, ide love to read comments and critisism too~
Habe a great day!

-Canadian Author~nim

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