Drunk Words Are Sober Thoughts

Chapter 3 - Carsyn POV

Hey, lovelies, here is another chap! Enjoy!

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After rushing out of English, I rush to the bathroom, and let the tears slide down. Slowly, I reach for my phone again and see the messages I previously received during English once again...

Jacob: I still hear rumors about you, you bitch, you're still alive? I thought you were going to die. Well, what are you waiting for?

Unknown Number: You can't have Noah, he'll never be yours, slut.

Unknown Number: Get away from my man!

Unknown Number: Just do us a great favor, and leave!

After reading them, I lose control over my stomach, and all the contents of my stomach leave, as I sob louder and louder... Eventually my tears come to a stop, figuring I've literally ran out of tears on how long I spent crying.. I soon get up and walk to the sink and quickly splash my face with some water. I look at my watch realizing I've missed half of lunch, I'm not really hungry anyway... So, instead of going to the cafeteria, I just go to the library instead. As I look around the library, I find my way in the fantasy area, and as I soon as I turn into the aisle, I find Noah and Lindsay making out near the area I planned on loo king. I quickly turn around and rush out of the library, trying desperately to shut the door quietly, hoping to cover the fact I was in there to begin with... Well, glad they were enjoying their fantasy...

I head over to my locker to grab my books for my next class, as I walk up, I notice my best friend: Madi waiting for me there. "Where were you at lunch?! I couldn't find you! I searched all the places you could've been, the library, English, Math, everywhere!" Madi shouts at me, which draws quite a bit of attention, I feel myself shrink to about 2 feet... She apparently doesn't know me well enough, or else she would've searched the bathroom for me... Sighing, I begin to falsely explain that she must've missed me, because I was in the library the whole time, and that I missed lunch because I didn't realize what time it was and how long I had spent in the library. She nods, not noticing I'm lying at all. I grab all my books needed for my next class: Math, and head over to class, Madi walking next to me...

As we walk the hallways, I hear sneers from people I've never spoken to, much less seen before, and the thing is, I know they are directed to me, based on what they are saying.. "Whore... Bitch!... My Man!" That's only some of the few names or things being said to me, it takes all the little strength I do have to hold Madi back, before she goes completely unhinged on everyone... I quickly pull her to class... As we approach the door, our teacher, Mr. Franks, he tells us we have assigned seats and to just look for our name. As I look around for my name, I find out that I don't have a partner next to me, phew, I don't have to worry about cooperating with them... I find Madi, and find she is talking to one of the football team members, oh, it's one "she doesn't have a crush on," even though everyone who has seen the way she acts around him would disagree. Including me. I pull out all the books from my backpack and put them on the desk next to me.

As class begins, Mr. Franks begins calling role, "...Noah? Noah Bax?" Soon, the door bursts open, and in comes the king... "You're late Mr. Bax." "Yeah, yeah, piss off, old man. I'm here though, aren't I?" He snorts. For a split second, I have a wild thought that he was going to talk to me, since he was walking towards me, but he stops short of my desk, and sits down. Which happens to be the desk in front of me.

"I know you were in the library." He snarls, I ignore him, pretending I didn't hear him. He must catch on that I heard him, so he keeps talking. "Why didn't you stay? Is it because of the fact that I'm loved and your not?" Tears start brimming my eyes. "Mr. Bax, do you have something you'd like to share with the class?" I freeze, as my breathing picks up I feel what seems to be a start of an anxiety attack coming on. "Yes, sir, I do. I'd like to say, that miss Jones here is the biggest slut, an ugly one at that, and thinks she can steal me away from my girlfriend." At that point tears flood out as I rush out the classroom, and out of the school. Not bothering to turn to the people shouting my name. They don't care, they just don't want to get in trouble for letting a student run out of the school...

I run down the road, to the apartment, and begin pulling clothes out of the drawers. Soon realizing that I left my backpack at school, I go to Madi's old room, and pull out one of her light backpacks and stuff all the clothes in it. I look at my watch, and realize I need to leave, I dash out the front door, down the stairs, and into the city. I run into a random store nearby to look casual, but I don't think a trembling, filthy girl like me is casual, figuring the crowd I'm currently getting. I'm getting lots of confused, pity, and disgusted faces right now. Great.

I turn around, keeping my head down and begin walking aimlessly. Suddenly I walk into something hard, I look up. I see someone I had hoped to never see ever again. Jacob. I try and turn around quickly, but it's no use, he already has a hard grip on my wrist, keeping me in place. "Ugh!" I grunt loudly, hoping to attract the attention that I hadn't wanted before, but now wanting. But, no luck, I sigh, and my body gives in. "I thought I told you to disappear?" He slaps my cheek hard, but not hard enough to make too loud of a noise, knowing he doesn't want to attract unwanted attention. He leaves what he had planned on buying and drags me out to his car.

He shoves me in, and makes sure the child lock is on so I don't try and get out. He slams the door and goes to his side and drives. As I watch out the window, I realize we are getting farther and farther from the city... Soon, we reach this ugly, shed-looking house out in the middle of nowhere. He wrenches my door open with such a force, I thought he was going to rip the door off. He tugs me out and I just stare... "Welcome back to hell, we missed you, don't enjoy your stay!" He grins wickedly, I know this won't end well for me, and so I just sigh and tremble to my knees and sob.