dawn of mutuality.
the days,
i lost count.
i manage to wait,
but i don't know how.
weeks,
they pass by,
i look weak,
but these conversations? they're worthwhile.
even if i apologize
for wasting ur time,
all u do is deny,
even if i know how u feel inside.
no, but it can't be.
why do u look outside?
and why do i feel
that u're watching me?
this is unrealistic.
i know it's just platonic.
u're into someone else,
whom i don't know very well.
you don't seem
to be made for me,
but why do i scream?
probably because we aren't meant to be.
-l
8.30.2018
poems poems poems poems! i miss writing poems!
new author note: this has been an all-time favourite for me, but oH BOY it's so cheesy that even the guy i wrote abt liked it (i think)
char, that's all from lara from the future (4.1.2019)
YOU ARE READING
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Poetryarchive of laruh's "makata" phase. i've decided this won't be taken down. mainly because i'm lazy go check my bio for where i'm active now. :>
