thirty-eight.

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torn apart.

hurt and
fragile,
like a heart
of glass.

i am
broken, by
the same who
came and kept
me stable.
i

reached out
and longed to
support him for
what felt like
eternities, but

that was
temporary; a feeling of
infatuation rushed
through my senses--

yet i yearned to stay.
f o r  h i m ,
except i left before it
went further
than what i call
distant.

-

even if i did leave,

i don't regret making him happy,
i hope he's doing well without me;

goodness knows what he's been going through.

heck, should i even bother at

this time?
maybe not.

-l
12.17.2018
11:11 p.m.

this is not for 'you', instead i wrote a poem summarizing an experience with past mu's, and how i knew i wasn't ready.

i'm proud of this one, and i hope you enjoyed it, too!

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