realization and self-hate.
everything begins to mean something to me.
loving myself has never been harder.
even my friends make me feel different.
vanity hits sometimes, but bitterness comes in waves.
easy, isn't it? how i feel good, but bad at the same time.
never tell me that i didn't let you know.
-l
7.31.2018
i am truly mentally malfunctioning right now.
someone help me..please.
YOU ARE READING
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Poetryarchive of laruh's "makata" phase. i've decided this won't be taken down. mainly because i'm lazy go check my bio for where i'm active now. :>