twenty, pt. 2.
the days,
they slow down,
i still wait, and
i think i--
no, i don't know how.
weeks
begin to fly,
i feel weaker,
but i'll let these things slide.
even if i apologize--
oh, what am i doing?
i'm wasting my time
with the thoughts from behind.
nope, and no way!
well, it will never be.
i'm definitely overthinking
and probably lacking sleep.
though i'm aware
about the pain i can't bear,
there are times where i wish
someone was here.
yet no one comes,
no one goes.
why am i still lost?
no one knows.
-
now,
i'm so sorry for delaying this!
no, i'm not gone, but
exams and their aftermaths are both relieving and painful.
-l
10.20.2018
10:51 am.
(i wrote about the weekend for this chapter a few days ago, then my writer's block hit the same day, but i'm alive and doing fine!)
YOU ARE READING
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