SORRY YOU GUYS BUT THIS IS NOT A CHAPTER. I JUST HAD TO TAKE THE TIME OUT TO THANK THIS VERY SPECIAL PERSON! SHE IS ONE OF MY FOLLOWERS, AND THE REASON FOR MY NEW, AWESOME BOOK COVER. HER NAME IS HundisFjorton!
I HAVE NEVER SPOKEN TO, OR MET THIS PERSON, BUT SHE HAS BEEN READING MY BOOK. I WENT TO HER PROFILE TO SEE WHO SHE WAS, AND FOUND OUT THAT SHE IS 11 YEARS OLD. IM NOT SURE IF THAT IS RIGHT, BUT THAT IS WHAT I READ.
SHE SENT ME AN EMAIL YESTERDAY LIKE, "HEY I HAVE A GREAT IDEA FOR YOUR BOOK COVER, IT KIND OF SUCKS TO ME, BUT MAYBE YOU MIGHT LIKE IT, IF YOU DO YOU CAN MAKE IT YOUR BOOK COVER!" I SAID COOL, THANK YOU, ILL CHECK IT OUT!
THE NEXT DAY (WHICH IS TODAY), IM SITTING AT WORK, AT MY DESK CHECKING EMAILS, WHEN I OPENED HUNDISFJORTON'S ATTACHMENT, I CRIED AND LITERALLY FELL OUT OF MY CHAIR, WHEN I SAW MY NEW BOOK COVER.
YOU GUYS MAY THINK ITS JUST A PICTURE, BUT IT MEANS SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT TO ME, AND THE ONLY PERSON WHO WOULD UNDERSTAND WHY IS, MY OLDER SISTER, KANITHA!
ABOUT A YEAR AGO, WHEN I FIRST GAVE KANITHA A COPY OF MY FIRST FEW CHAPTERS, SHE CALLED ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT BALLING HER EYES OUT. I GUESS YOU CAN SAY SHE WAS PLEASED WITH WHAT I WROTE, AND HER APPROVAL IS #1 TO ME! AS WE WERE TALKING, SHE ASKED WHAT MY IDEA WAS ABOUT THE COVER. SO I DESCRIBED TO HER ABOUT HAVING A SIMPLE DOOR, IN A DARK ROOM. BUT I SAY, "HOW THE HECK IS ANYONE GOING TO KNOW IT'S A DOOR THERE IN A DARK ROOM?!" KANITHA TELLS ME, "WE NEED TO FIND A WAY TO HAVE SOME LIGHT SHINING ON THE DOOR, BUT HAVE THE REST OF THE ROOM COMPLETELY DARK, AND HAVE LIGHT COMING FROM UNDERNEATH THE DOOR!"
I HAD A DREAM ABOUT THIS DOOR, AND THIS COVER, SO MANY TIMES IN THE PAST YEAR, AND WHEN THIS YOUNG LADY MADE MY DREAM COME TRUE, I HAVE EVEN MORE FAITH NOW! I AM SPEECHLESS, WHICH IS FUNNY COMING FROM A WRITER. A WRITER WITH NOTHING TO SAY? LOL!
SO NOW I BELIEVE THAT I AM REALLY DOING THE RIGHT THING. I WANTED TO OPEN UP PEOPLE'S MIND, AND TO HAVE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE NEVER COME INTO CONTACT WITH, UNDERSTAND ME AND SUPPORT ME, AND TO TELL ME, "HEY I'VE BEEN THERE, OR I'VE BEEN THROUGH THAT SAME SITUATION BEFORE!" IT IS MAKING MY JOURNEY OF HEALING SO MUCH MORE FULFILLING!
SO I SAY AGAIN TO HundisFjorton...YOU MAY THINK THE BOOK COVER TO YOU WASN'T THAT SPECIAL, BUT I HAVE FAITH AND I BELIEVE GOD SENT YOU TO ME TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. I AM NO LONGER SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOING TO THINK ABOUT MY LIFE. I AM HERE BECAUSE I WANT TO HELP OTHERS. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING TO MAKE MY BOOK EVEN MORE REAL, AND I LOVE YOU AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU!
I HAD A GROWN MAN TELL ME THIS MORNING, " GIRL YOUR BOOK IS AWESOME, YOU HAVE INSPIRED ME TO WRITE MY STORY!" DO YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL?! SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT I INSPIRED THEM! WHAT?!!!
WELL I SAID IN MY INTRODUCTION, IF I CAN INSPIRE, OR GIVE HOPE TO AT LEAST ONE PERSON, THEN I WILL BE HAPPY! AND SINCE I HAVE DONE THAT ALREADY, THERE IS NO NEED FOR ME TO CONTINUE TO EVEN TELL MY STORY! SO THIS YOU GUYS WILL BE MY LAST AND FINAL CHAPTER! THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVE!
SIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! I WAS JUST PLAYING ABOUT THE LAST PARAGRAGH! LOL I KNOW YOU GUYS WERE READY TO KILL ME! BUT IM NOT GOING TO DO THAT TO YOU GUYS! BUT THIS BOOK IS SO SAD AND SERIOUS, THAT I HAVE TO THROW A JOKE IN THERE EVERY NOW AND THEN LOL!
NEXT CHAPTER ON THE WAY!
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