I've cried so long
There's stains on my cheeks
It'll was off my face
But never out of my soul
You'll look at me
And my eyes will turn black
A shade of grey
For each time I cry
Darker
Darker
Darker than a midnight sky
Without a moon to bring light
An empty ocean
No light
No waves
No life
I'm caught in the middle
Of all of these emotions
I can't control them all
So why try anyway
I'm fighting demons
But they're pulling me
So many different ways
I collapse in on myself
Curling my body into a ball
Trying to hold myself together
Though it's all in my mind
I want to give up
But I know I shouldn't.
I want to cry
But the tears won't come
I want to feel...
Normal again
