i know you watch me
checking in on me
wondering if im
happier now
maybe i should be flattered
gaining the attention
you wouldn't give before
were you watching
when i kissed him?
did you see my fingers
tangled in his hair
like you never let me do?
how did it feel,
to witness me
with someone new?
i regret the way
i spoke to you
my harsh words were
out of place
i do not, however
regret my actions
i am moving on
this doesn't mean
i've forgotten
hell i still find you
in my dreams
nothing could ever
erase who we were
our what we had
that pain will
never leave me
but now
it hurts less
a bittersweet
twisted
aching feeling
but happy nonetheless
