Crushed [editing]

Chapter 2

I walk into my dads, and he's not home. All I see is glass shattered everywhere. Cigarets are all over the floor and it smells horrible.

I walk down the hall to my room and my clothes are everywhere all my picture frames have no photos in them. The frames are smashed. I start crying hoping Xander toke them instead of my dad.

I grabbed my pen and I looked for my secret box and none of my letters from my mom are there.

I start tearing up knowing my dad toke them and I went to my closet and grabbed all the clothes that Xander didn't grab. I go under my bed and take my laptop. I hid it so my dad didn't know I had it.

I walked to my dads room and went in his closet and found my moms dress that my dad would never let go of. I took it of the hanger and folded it then put it nicely in my suit case.

I shut the closet door and walked out of his room, I then went to the basement and grabbed the cage. Then went to my room again and grabbed a gray, black, white, brown, and a little orange kitten. Then I grabbed my favourite one the all black one. Then I felt bad that I'm taking only these kittens so I took the mother and the other two. She was so skinny. She was so sick I could tell. My dad most likely didn't feed her. I came out and put my suit case in the trunk. The cats sat on my lap in the cage.

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"How many?" Xander's father asked.

"Four kittens and the mother, is that okay?"I ask.

"Yes we love animals." He says.

"My dad didn't feed them so I decided to take them, sorry I didn't ask before." I say.

"It's fine." He said smiling.

"Do you wanna go get something to eat?" He ask.

"Whatever Xander wants to do." I say.
"Yea let's go out, I'm starving." He said looking back at me as he smiled and winked at me.

I smiled and looked out the window. We then arrive at a restaurant and we roll down the windows for the cats and get out.

Xander ignores me and walks in with his dad and I'm walking way behind them because I'm tiny and walk really slow.

He acts like im not even here and it's pissing me off. I finally caught up with them and we stood there waiting to be seated.

"Come this way." The waitress says as she walks us to the table.

"Oh hey Xander, I haven't seen you in a while text me."she says.

"Hey, and I will." He said as she walks away her hips moving back and forth. I tried not to act jealous but I was. I don't think I hid it very well.

As I sit there in silence, Xander and his dad talk about his race next weekend. The waitress come over and asks what we want. I said I don't want anything and they stare at me. I look down at the table and they order. I got up and went outside.

Xander was to busy to realize it because he was talking to that girl. I sit on the grass in front of the car and wished the doors were unlocked so I could take out the cats. Xander comes out and sits with me.

"What's wrong?" He has I didn't reply because he had to have known.

"That girl is my sisters old babysitter."he says.

"And?" I say not looking at him.

"And what?" He says.

"Exactly my point."I say.

"Come on back in."he says .

"No, I wanna stay out here" I say.

"Whatever be bitchy."he says.