Crushed [editing]

Chapter 3

I cry myself to sleep. I wake up at 2:38am and Xander is cuddling me. When the fuck did he get up here, I thought. I didn't mind it one bit but still weird that I didn't wake up. I kiss his cheek and roll over so he's spooning me he whispers in my ear."I love you."

"I love you too but I thought you were sleeping." I say softly.

"Me being in this position and fall asleep yea right." He says.

"Oh my." I say as he takes my waist and puts me on top of him my head on he chest I could hear his heart beat.

"What." He says.

"Never mind Xander." I say.

"Look at me." He says as I sit up on him and I bend over to kiss him he grabs my ass and his hand find there way from my ass to my boobs. He unbuckled my bra and takes off my shirt then my bra, as we try not breaking are lips. He strips his shirt off and I slip my yoga shorts off. He takes a minutes staring at my panties.

"Xander I can't." I say.

"Come on not this again." He says.

"No." I say gettin up grabbing my bra, shirt and yoga shorts.

"Why do you always do that." He says.

"Why do you always gotta try?" I say.

"Cause you turn me on." He says winking at me.

"Oh my, your gross can you leave my room now?" I say.

"No I'm sleeping here." He says .

"You parents would kill me now leave." I say.

"No."he says.

"I'll go sleep in the living room then." I say walking out.

"I'll follow you." He says following me.

"Your so annoying sometimes." I say.

"Thank you." He says smirking.

"Whatever." I said giving up with him trying to leave. I cuddle up with him and he rolls over so I can't cuddle with him.

"Why are we even together?" I said as he turns around so fast.

"What did you just ask me." He says.

"Why are we together we always fight." I say.

"All relationships fight Lori." He says

"I think I know that Xander." I say.

"Do you wanna be over." He says.
"Yea I do, get out please." I say.

"My family was nice enough to give you a place to live and you treat me like this I've giving you everything, your so lucky I still love you cause if I didn't id kick you out."

"I'm sorry I'll move out I just don't see this relationship going anywhere that's all you do is try to have sex with me I just want a cute long relationship I thought that's what I had but obviously not." I said tearing up. He walks over to me and hugs me. I cry in his shoulder.

"Baby I don't want to lose you." He says as I look up and see a tear run down his cheek.

"Promise me you keep your hands to you self and listen to me at least sometimes?" I ask.

"I promise babe, can we just pretend that this night never even exsited?" He asks

"Okay." I say.

"Goodnight love you babe."

"Goodnight love you, wait would your parents mind if we slept together and cuddled?" I ask.

"No." He says.

"Okay then come here." I said and patted the bed for him to join. I shut off my lamp. Xander is laying on his back as I cuddle up and put my head on his chest. He puts his arm around me and I fall asleep.

***

I wake up at 10:30am to Day-day yelling. I walk outta my room and she's yelling it's her birthday.

I jump up noticing Xander isn't in my bed.I put my hair up in a messy bun and run down stairs to see Day-day. She comes up and hugs me and tells me she's going to Disney. I know that I can't go. Xander walks up and hugs me from behind I face him and give him a kiss.

"I can't go to Disney." I say

"You and I are staying here." He says.

"Alone." I say.

"Yea." He says

"No, no I can't do that." I say.

"Why not." He asks

"Cause, you know what happened last night that was so hard for me to do I wanted it so bad but I stopped myself surprisingly." I say.

"YOU WHAT!" He says.

"Shh your loud." I say.

"You really did?" He said trying to whisper.

"Yes."I say.

"Oh my god."he says.

"You promised me you won't try." I say.

"I know." He says hugging me.

"When are they leaving?" I ask.

"In two days." He says.

"How will we eat." I ask.

"They're leaving us 600 dollars for food, there going to be gone for a month an a half.." he says.

"So there coming back right before school starts." I ask.

"Yea, today do you wanna go out to eat." He asks.

"No, look what happened last time I got pissed at you that I'm still not over." I say he smirks.

"Do you want to see my phone." He asks.

"I'm not stupid you can delete text." I say.

"I wouldn't do that." He says.

"Any guy would say that and do that." I say.

"That's all we do is fight." He says.

"That's what I was trying to tell you last night, but I can't live without you so I toke it back." I say.

"I can't live without you either." He says.

"Can we just have one day without fighting?" I ask.

"Probably not" I say walking outside.

I lay on the hammock, Xander follows.

"Can I just be alone?" I ask.

"Not in this house." He says.

"When are they going to Florida again?" I ask.

"In 2 days ." He says

"Tomorrow her birthday party right." I say

"Yea." He says.

"Sense I haven't left this house in my own car, i'm going to get her a present." I say.

"Can I go?" He asks
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"Sure." I say getting my black Vans on, and grab my American Eagle sweatshirt.