Crushed [editing]

Chapter 4

We go to Walmart and go the the kids section, I find this little stand wear you can do your make up with it had a mirror on it and everything. If I was tiny I'd use it in a heart beat it was so cute, but Xander got her one already. I was pissed, so we left and went back home I went straight to my room and laid down. Feeling sick, Day-day walks in and tell me Xander wants me.

"Can you tell him to come up here with a bucket just I case if I get sick?" I ask.

"Okay." She says running off. I sit there holding my stomach trying not to puke. Xander runs up and puts down the bucket he sits on my bed and asks if I'm okay. I look at him and throw up right in his lap.

"Fucking lovely babe" he says laughed. I sit there over the bucket still puking. Puke is everywhere. Xander got up and stripped into his boxers he runs and gets stuff to clean everything up. Then he helps me he holds my hair and rubs my back. I finally stop puking and he walks me to the bathroom to take a shower.

"I'll clean your room okay, I love you have a nice shower." He says.

"Haha, I love you to and thank you I hope you have fun cleaning." I say as he walks out. I start takin off my clothes and i then turn on the shower to warm. I get in and wash my hair an wash up. It was a short shower.

I get out and grab a towel I forgot pajamas so I call Xander's name and he brings back a thong, yoga shorts and and a white tank top. I get dressed, brush my hair and teeth then walk out. My beds made and the puke is all gone. Xander's on my bed with his eyes shut. I jump on him.

"Why thongs?..." I ask:

"You wear thongs with your yoga shorts."he says.

"Not to bed, I wear thongs out." I say.

"Your with me and I like them." He says.

"Oh well I'm changing them." I say.

"Oh come on." He says putting his hands threw his hair as he smirking at me. 

"What?" I say smirking back not wanting to be his so cute.

"One night." He says.

"It's not like your going to see them." I say smiling.

"What why not." He says frowning.

"Really, you always got to do that." I say.

"Do what." He says.

"You always do shit like that, why can't you just be a cute boyfriend and not be sexual all the time." I ask.

"I'm sorry." He says putting his head down.

"No your not. I tell you all the time I hate it. You haven't stopped once." I say. 

"Your always grumpy." He says.

"Because of you." I say a little bit to loud.

"What the fuck, I just cleaned your room got you clothes and didn't get mad at you for puking on me, and your grumpy." He says.

"Yea actually, maybe if you didn't have to be all about sex I wouldn't be grumpy all the time." I say.

"I don't do it all the time, whatever Lori I'm so done." He said walking out. I shut my door and lock it I grab different underwear and change.
I shut my light off and lay down.

***

I wake up and it's 11:04am. I don't usually sleep in this late. I just lay there cuddled up cause it's cold for some reason.

I finally get out of bed and go down stairs. Xander's mom is getting the party ready. So I go back upstairs and get a cute white romper that's off the shoulder. I get a pair of white Toms and slip them on. I brush my hair and teeth then go to my room and grab my keys.

I run down stairs and get in my car. I go to some store, and get a cute silly card for Day-day. I pay and go back to my car but see James, my ex. We make eye contact and he walks towards me. I try and look away but he's cuter than before.

"Hi." He said putting his arms out for a hug. 

"Hey, haven't seen you in forever." I say.

"I know nice to see you" He says smirking.

"Yea I know right how have you been?."I ask.

"Working with my dad in collage nothing much really, you?." He asks

"Collage huh? I'm staying with my boyfriend." I say.

"Boyfriend?" He says.

"Yeah." I say.

"Oh, you got a boyfriend how long have you guys been dating?"

"Like 3 weeks or so, why you got a girlfriend?"

"No, I like some girl but she don't know."

"Who's that."

"My ex."

"Who's your ex?" I asked, I think I'm his ex I have to know for sure though.

"No one."

"It's got to be someone."

"It doesn't matter."

"Come on tell me."

"It's you, Lori."

"Wait you broke up with me and that was 3 months ago."

"Cause I was moving, but we ended up staying then you dated, Ryder, remember and you didn't like me anymore and always picked on me because I was chubby, then one day you stopped talk to me and moved with your dad."

"I had to move with my dad and how did you know about that."

"Cause, I saw it all over the news about your mom going to jail, and your dad knows my dad he comes over all the time."

"I moved with my boyfriend because he beat me and put me in the hospital. He was never home always came home drunk."

"He's been at are house for like ever comes over everyday."

"I hate him, I gotta go." I say.

"Okay can I get your number?." He asks. So we exchange numbers and I walk away and go to the house to see day-day hoping everyone's home. I still upset about my dad going to James everyday. He's a total different person in the real world I guess but behind the walls he's really an abusive acholic. Arriving to the party everyone is finally there. I go in and set my card on the gift table. I put 15 dollars in the card because I couldn't find her a toy.

I find Xander and we both grab a handful of pretzels.

"Where did you go?."

"To get her a birthday card, I put 15 bucks in it." I say.

"Smart." He says.