saved me | awsten knight

Chapter Thirty ; Only Angel

The next few days were filled with the same wonders of having a child as the first day was. We went to walk through a mall and buy Awsten some new clothes when we passed by a kids' clothing store. An empty feeling dwelled in my stomach, knowing that both Awsten and I would kill for a child.

"We've been together for a month," Awsten laughed, carrying multiple bags. "It's so weird to want a kid this early." He was right. I've never felt like wanting a kid this early, or at all. My entire life I've dreamt of having a child-free life, so what changed?

"If you think we're gonna be together forever, why not start early?" I said to him, grabbing our Starbucks drinks that we ordered. Taking a seat at the only empty table, Awsten and I sat next to each other, placing our bags on the ground.

My words must have resonated with him, as for a few seconds he sat there staring at his drink instead of putting the straw between his lips. "Let's go home." He whipped his head to face me, and I knew this was all out of impulse. Pupils dilated, making him seem more innocent, I had a hard time making a decision.

"You can't be serious?" I chuckled, filling my mouth with the very expensive Starbuck drink. When Awsten didn't say anything I almost choked. "Are you gonna be able to go the entire way?"

He had to think for a second. When I say a second I mean a second. Standing up and looking down at me, he silently begged to get back to either of our places. It was fun to see how impatient Awsten was to just get home.

After strolling slowly for the majority of the walk to the car, I got into the passenger seat, watching as Awsten fumbled to get the key into the car and start it up. The engine revved, ready to go home.

I placed my hand on his thigh, wanting to see his reaction. Honestly, I could've killed the both of us with that move because he froze for a heartbeat instead of paid attention to the road. Goosebumps rose on his arms, staying there until he got comfortable.

Taking the elevator up to his place, we both had smirks on, knowing exactly what was going to happen as soon as we get in there. When we got inside and locked the door, Awsten practically threw himself on me.

His elbow planted itself on the door behind me, using it to keep him up, pressing his body against mine. A loud crash hit the floor, the bags Awsten was holding were now pouring out all the clothes that were inside of them.

When I imagined couples wanting a baby, I never really pictured this part. It was always the soft, romantic parts where they say how much they love each other and then boom! A child. The part where they're mouth-fucking against a wall was never in my mind.

deleting this part of the chapter because it was gross