3/29/18 Awkwardville
Yeah, so, as always I'm going to apologize before hand. Sorry.
So, Awkwardville huh? It's pretty awkward when we go there in person, out of nowhere, unannounced. It's also pretty awkward when we go there because it's pretty much only brought to life when we talk or remark a specific thing. Well, I'm sorry about bringing us there earlier today, in person, out of nowhere, unannounced. But the thing that hurts me is that those are my constant thoughts. They're things I always want to say, but decided not to.
Because you're the one and only person in the world that knows all of these things about me, my mind is completely done with trying to hide anything from you. Also because my in school personality has changed, (which also effects my at home personality,) I find it hard not to speak my mind. So, me wanting to tell you everything, plus my personality, makes my decision making and my self control hard to contain. I feel very bad for slipping up like that earlier, it obviously made you uncomfortable. I'm also sorry about my mind and my will power to keep its secrets. But I guess that's why we have Awkwardville.
[So this was an apology kinda thing to Sadie when we were on the phone one time, and I accidentally made an 'eating out' joke and we both got super uncomfortable. It was actually kinda hilarious now that I think about it. I totally tried to blow it off as I masterfully managed to change the topic, but I still felt bad about it hours later. She ended up reading this I don't know when and I'm not sure how or if she responded. I don't remember much about this one, just what it's about.]
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