30 | Realization.

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I don't know what I wrote in this chapter. Okay maybe I do but it was like a year ago since I wrote this. Today at the time of publishing this chapter I went through it again and since it's so long I wasn't touched with starting mid of my story. My focus was on further chapters and when I say further it really is further....I was busy writing a couple of future chapters of my story. So I am sorry for this one. 

I am not saying it's that bad but just in writing I am sorry. There can be mistakes. I add some extra things which would make sense ahead but for now enjoy this chapter. I hope you brush past the mistake and understand what is happening and why I did this. 

Enjoy readers. Ranting over. Major starting below. ⬇️

Oh and yes this chapter is dedicated to excuse_moi she is been with me since the start of this story. Thanks, I love you. :)

I wake up early next day as I hardly slept last night

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I wake up early next day as I hardly slept last night. My mind is whirling with various thoughts as I step into the shower. After taking one I change into a plaid shirt and dark jeans. My hairs are wet so I let them open till we have time to get in the college. Amelia is already in the kitchen making toast. 

“Morning.” I greet her.

“Good morning.” She smiles and puts the coffee in a mug before sliding over to me. I grab it and sips slowly. She put our breakfast on the plate before joining me over the table. 

“Today is your presentation right?” She asks, to which I nod. Before she could make out the change in my mood. I finish eating my breakfast and drink the last content of my coffee. I wash the plate and tell her I am in my room, going through my topic once again in case something is left. She too goes in her room to freshen up. I usually eat after shower, she likes to eat first then prefers dressing up. 

I pull out the binder and organize the papers inside again in a proper manner. The sheets are numbered so it won't take much time in rearranging. I let out a sigh as I write the submission day on the short slip and name of us. Last night I hardly slept, it was like the other sleepless night I have but this was because of worry not because I was happy or something. I watch Liam's handwriting on one of the sheets and my eyes become blurry. His words repeat in my head from another day and I bite my quivering lips. I don't know why I am sad. If it's because that our project is ending and the time I spend with him would not return or the fact that what he said yesterday means that he isn't sad like I am. He is happy to finally be going away from me, those little moments didn't mean to him the way it means to me. I am sad because I thought he felt the same way considering how some of his actions used to indicate that but I was wrong. I hear my name being called out and I hastily put my stuff in the bag and sniff before wiping my face with my hands, just in case. Checking everything is in order we leave our apartment. After walking five minutes, we meet our other friends in the park and we walk together. 

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