Evanna Austen a freshman in college, starts out her journey with her friends. After successfully passed out her freshman year she was ready to began her second year more than ever, with the friends she loved. Everything was going fine until her unco...
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When I first discovered my feelings towards Liam I was devastated. I hate him but at the same time wanted to spend time with him. I lied to myself that it's just a simple crush and will go away but seeing him everyday with other girls, not trying to come and apologise made me more upset than I already was. I wanted to kick him for giving me this stupid feelings or myself for catching it. I even tried hard, well not hard but still I tried for these feelings to go away but nothing happened in fact I somehow became his friend. He started taking me to places, showing me around, showing his different side that I thought does not exist in him. I eventually forgot what he did before but that wasn't because he took me to places. It's because his change of behaviour which he shows during the time we spend and somehow I feel like is because of me and yes because I wanted to forgive him. I couldn't deny how he makes me feel. Yesterday as our eyes meet, his touch, I feel it, I felt that sudden rush of joy spreading all over my body, the tingling sensation, the eruption of butterflies, making me feel weak but at the same time alive. The feelings I was denying. In this three days he really turn my plain simple life into full colors. As weird it sounds coming out from my mouth I couldn't help but want to jump and say it loud how happy I am with him. With Liam. The guy, with only I could feel, was anger and sadness is now making me feel giddy and happy.
I can tell my plan to dislike him has failed miserably as my own heart surrendered on his feet a long time ago, my mind was just bluffing with me but now I know. It's definitely more than like. I don't just like him.
I really like him.
I really like him. Alot.
I always thought liking someone would never come into my life not this early. I don't usually think about my love life much but now I like someone I couldn't help but to think. Do people who like someone feel the same as me? Am I feeling overly or less? Is it too early too like someone who you hated before? Is it even okay to catch feelings towards someone who you used to hate immensely? I may not have any knowledge in this department but all I know is I like him and wanted to be with him.
No wonder I was envious of those girls even though I claimed to hate him. I remember I acted carelessly at first, contradicting everytime he made me feel something with his touch or just his stare. It was really getting into me, fogging my mind, occupying my dreams. He was really the sleep stealer of mine. I was afraid of admitting to these feelings because— one I never felt this way and second he is Liam. I may have done that because I was afraid if it got too much, to be honest I was scared. Scared that it was a joke, his whole new side is a joke, he planned to make fun of me. He did so many things in the past that it's natural if I am scared of admitting that I like him but now I think I can take the risk because you only take risk if there's a slight possibility of you surviving from it and I am taking it now.
Trust me Rose I know. His five words that made me want to take the risk.
