Songs for the chapter :
Need You : Travie McCoy.
Be Kind : Halsey and Marshmello.
“We are really sorry. So sorry Evanna.” Julia says solemnly.
“I to—”
“We didn't even realise the time seriously,” Selena adds. Of course you don't. I thought but then scold myself on how awful I sound. It isn't about me.
“I told you guys. It's okay. I understand.” more than you can even think.
Amy looks at my side carefully, watching my facial expression. I know in her head she probably thinks I am mad because I was like this. Back when something like this happened, I know how inconsiderate I become and act all I don't give a crap about it type of person. I used to be so cautious about incidents like this so it never happened with any one of my friends by me. I didn't do any of that but that was until my priorities changed. I used to be a girl who got upset whenever my family or even my friends didn't consider me or somehow forget me in some thing—minor or major. I used to become a brat, unable to handle—it's not like I used to throw tantrums no–It's actually the opposite. I used to become quiet, not talking to anybody, minding my own business. Well that's what I thought I looked like in spectator eyes. I became all petty whenever they tried to talk to me or persuaded me into one until I received tons of apologies and maybe something to eat. I turned to mush.
But now that is not the point. I am not that Evanna who can act like this because that girl used to be so aware of what to do or not —I always used to think about before ditching someone or abandoning or maybe forgetting but since I started thinking about myself more than others. I can't even yell at my friends for not informing me the whole night because that would be straight hypocrisy even if I look like a victim in their eyes because deep down I know how I used their unaware state to my advantage. I may be angry, slightly ticked off about the whole outing they did yesterday without even checking on me but I can't show it. Not when somewhere I made them do this.
I am already a worst friend and the last thing I need is a tag of HYPOCRITE snake. I would be that example—She's a hypocrite who complains about litter and then litters herself.
“It was at the last minute when we even remembered we had a phone.” Julia says. Wow they had so much fun that they even forget they had a phone, especially Selena who practically glued her eyes and thumbs on the screen. Interesting.
You sound insolent.
“Sounds like you guys had fun.” I try to sound less contemptuous but in front of Amy it's hard when she knows me.
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