XX • Confessions

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So like um
Bts is coming to canada for their concert in like 14 more days which is 2 weeks andni dont have a ticket and i wanna scream and die and jdjsjjdjfjdjjdnd
Why is it so damn expensive i swear to god when i get a job im saving up for a concer tticket idk how long they take or what country they go to or even disband im FOOKIN SEEING BTS IN FOOKING REAL LIFE.

So like umBts is coming to canada for their concert in like 14 more days which is 2 weeks andni dont have a ticket and i wanna scream and die and jdjsjjdjfjdjjdndWhy is it so damn expensive i swear to god when i get a job im saving up for a concer...

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Its been a couple of days now. Jungkook and lisa made a lot of memories and even got their bandmates a couple of gifts. As they were walking down one of the streets, jungkook holding most of the baga from her shopping, they saw a small little cafe nearby.

"Kook-ah lets go there" lisa said whule rubbing her stomach and doing her taxi dance. Jubgkook started to laugh and nodded his head.

As they reached the cafe the delicious smell of aribica coffee beans and fresh buttery croissants. They sat down at a table close to the large window. Jungkook read the menu and it was in french. He could read english so the only thing he could decifer from the french menu was something along the lines of 'chocolate and latte'.

When the waiter came he asked what they wanted in french. They didnt understand so they just pointed at the dish thwy wanted. The waiter finally understood and nodded, he scribbled it down onto his notepad and went away from where he came from.

After a while the waiter came back with what seemed to be a chocolate mouse cake thing and a latte with one side of a heart. Jungkook's eye brows scrunched up in confusion but then he saw someone take his cup and put it against lisa's.

Both their half hearts created one. The waiter smiled at the two and walked away leaving the newly married couple blushing from head to toe.

"So jungkookie. I was wondering if i can speak to you about something." Lisa said, breaking the slience after a while of fiddling with her choco cake.

Jungkook looks at her and smiles, "of course. What do you wanna talk about" he asked as he drank from his cup and slightly grimaced at the bitter taste of coffee.

Lisa p.o.v

Shit shit shit. I dont know how to start this. Oh god im sweating so much. Im ready to tell him that i really like him but i want to also tell him about bambam.

I should tell him about bambam first right??? Yeah i think i do. I cleared my throat and looked at kookie's face almost breaking out in laughter as he scrunched up his face while drinking his latte.

"So um....i wanted to talk to you about bammie" i say and i see how his face turns into a guilty one. Why is that? I push the thought aside and continue on.

"Umm. You see. Since i was young, you even know that i had went to school with bammie and was even in the same dance group as hime and did numerous things together." I paused seeing at how he was nodding along. Gosh i havent messed up yet.

"I had also ended up.......developing some...feeling for him" i say and look down at my hands. Somehow my eyes started to sting and become moist. I look back up to see him staring at me. His mouth a little agape and he seemed more guilty than ever.

"Even though i liked him, i could never come out to him since he went and because an idol. And i became a trainee." I paused as my lips started to quaver and a tear slipped past my eyes. He handed me a tissue.

"U-um so over the years of training my liking for him lessed until the day he called me and told me he would commit suicide" i say and more tears fell from my eyes. I could see how much kookie was hurting from looking at me but i still contiued.

"My heart was hurting when i saw him lifeless on the hospital bed, i thought that he would die and i would never get to love again..but the way you helped me get through that...im so thankful jungkook' i say and wipe my tears. I put out my hand for him to take. So he did.

'Im so very thankful to you and somewhere during that time i tried to forget bammie. Of course a life long crush cant be forgotten that quick but i just wanted to say that ive gotten over him. Not fully but you've come and taken his place." I say and squeeze his hand.

"I know i might not seem like the best person right now but saying that i forgot someone because someone else came into my life but jungkook you have given me the feeling of being loved" i finish. Both of us were holding hands and the food was long forgotten. Nothing could be far greater than this.

Jungkook p.o.v

To say that i was filled with happiness could have been an understatement. Im completely and utterly filled with so much love and affection for my noona that it has become kind of unhealthy.

Im so hally that she told me this but im also so guilty. Because of my parents and this arranged marraige bambam and lisa could have gotten married and they could have found happiness but because of my parents her parents bammie almost killed himself, lisa went through hard times and i fwlt sad for her.

But they thing that pushes all these negative thoughts away from me is that lisa has finally said that im the man in her heart. Im ever so grateful to both of our parents.

"Thank you noona" i say and she just laughs while she sniffs away her tears. "Is that all you say when ive just admitted that im head of heels for you?" She ask me and i laugh.

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