maknae love • liskook✔

XVI • Learn

Lisa and the reast of the Blackpink members were spending time in thailand as a part of their summer vacation for blackpink house.

She was remembering her time with jubgkook. She didnt think that he would be that understanding and kind.

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lisa had woken up from her sleep and realised that she was on her bed. Jennie was sitting on her own bed but was looking at lisa

"what?" Asked lisa. Jennie just shook her head. "Nothing..." she said but her eyes sarted to become blurry with tears. Lisa immediatly got up from her bed and walked to jennie.

"Eonnie whats wrong?" Lisa asked while sitting with her and comforting her by rubbing her back. "You are so lucky...but you dont realise that you are" jennie responded. Lisa's eyebrows knit together in confusion.

"what do you mean?" Lisa asked. Jennie looked up at her with tears rolling down her face. "You get a chance to love"

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She was allowed to love someone. Anyone. Though her contract didnt allow it she was still able to marry jungkook. It was becausr of her parents and the rest of the members wouldnt have a chance to date someone because of the contract.

In some way she felt better about the whole thing but also worse knowing that her members would be suffering more by just focusing on their career.

She felt even worse knowing that bambam had tried to commit suicide because he wasnt able to be with her.

Lisa was so caught up in all the memories swirling around her head that she compmetely zoned out. They were recording their breakfast and had to stop because lisa had no expression on her face.

"Lisa! Pay attention you need to smile and look like your enjoying the food" one of the makeup eonnies said to her. Lisa nodded and apologized to them

She looked back her members and they had a look of concern on their faces. They were worried a lot about her. Especially since so much had happened.

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"Eonnie..could i go see haleomnie?" Lisa asked one of her managers. She sneeked from her room to the next one and had woken her up. It was 2 am and lisa wasnt able to sleep properly.

Her manager looked at her in the eyes and sighed. "Sure.. but after the shooting is over. We do have a couple days before we need to go back. Only for one night though and you better get some sleep" her manager said and lisa nodded giving her a small smile.

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Time went by and it was the day she would go and visit her grandma. She had spent time with her parents with the rest of blackpink but she didnt see her grandma in a while and wanted to be with her.

She knocked on the door of a small, antique like house. She heard the light thud of her grandmas feet from the other side and heard the familiar click of the door being unlocked.

"Ahh..lalisa. you have grown so much" her grandma said in thai. Lisa smiled. "Yes its been a while" she said and hugged the small woman.

They both sat at the table and drinked their tea. "Did you meet up with your parents?" Her grandma asked. "I did. It was a wonderful time" lisa said and put down her finished cup of tea.

"And how is your husband? What is his name again?? Jongkook?" Lisa smiled a little. "Its jungkook grandma...and i guess..everything is okay" she sighed and looked out to the bavkyars, avoiding her grandma's stare.

"What do you mean? Did he hit you?!" Lisa whipped her head around. "No!...i mean no he didnt. He would never" her grandma sighed of relief.

"Its just..ahh i dont know if im to tellvyou but whatever....i dont like him." Her grandma was quiet for a while.

"Lisa do you know the story of a budha temple? Have i told you about it?" Lisa's eyebrows knit together in confusion. Her grandma had completely ifnored what she said. She shook her head.

"Let me tell you then" her grandma said. She first put both the empty glasses in the sink and then sat down on the solo sofa chair.

"A while back there was a small temple. They were poor and they didnt have much, just their love for budha.

One morning they found a budha statue outside of their temple. They were shocked but loved it.

They were going to drag it inside but it was too heavy so they waited for more hands. They covered the statue with tarps to keep it from rusting as it was goung to rain that night.

At night one of the men came out to see if the statue was still dry. One side of it wasnt. He went closer as he saw a flicker of something bright from inside.

He touched the surface of the statue and it started to peel. He removed the outside layer of it and was shocked to see that the inside was made of pure gold."

Her grandma looked to lisa and smiled. "If nothing is going your way, if you are the poor people of the temple then remember you will have your gold statue in the end"

"You must learn to love what you dont love in order to achieve happiness"

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Ik its damn shit but i just want my thoughts down i will 100% COMPLETELY edit this ff after i post the last chapter and i think there is probs around like 10 more left + some sequel oneshots

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