Love Is Not Over || BTS x Reader 18+ [COMPLETE]

7. Embarrased

Jungkook's POV

"We can't stop your feelings Jungkook, but we just want you to know that there's a very high possibility that she won't accept your feelings." NamJoon stated while the others only nodded in agreement.

"Don't go crying to us when she doesn't accept you twerp, but call me when you're going to confess. I want to see you get rejected." Yoongi hyung never changed. He's been a savage since we were young and It's kinda fun to see him like that.

Everyone in our group had a girlfriend once or twice except me. I'm the youngest here and all my hyungs are so protective of me. I've had all these crushes yet they won't allow me to date. I just hope they give me a chance this year.

"I won't. I don't think I'll even be able to confess to her." I drifted off in all those thoughts and looked at my food sort of disappointed. I don't understand why my heart always falls for the popular chick in school.

I never really had the chance to confess to my crush my whole life. Its either, my hyungs doesn't let me or the girl I like is too popular to even connect with, and yes, public schools have popular students too.

Everyone started to continue eating their food and it became quiet, while I continued pondering about shit I probably don't even need.

I felt useless. The fact that I was thinking about the girl when in reality none of my so called fantasies are never going to happen in real life. Everything; my imagines, my thoughts and my plans will never escape my lips.

my hand fumbles with my fork as I pick on my food feeling disappointed. "Jungkook. Stop playing with your food and start eating. Forks don't fly."

Forks don't fly. I never get tired of the statement as I heard it every time I start poking my food with drained energy.

"Hyung... what is it like to actually fall in love?" All of them looked up in response, but they didn't say anything. Disappointment fills me as they didn't answer my question, knowing that they still think of me and a kid.

A kid who took the wrong train and got lost, but instead of bringing me back, they took me home as if I was a lost puppy.

My gaze shifts to the lass my heart fell for and smiled, but it immediately changes to embarrassment as I see her making out with someone I didn't know.

Embarrassed at the fact that my heart fell for a slut; that my heart chooses bitchy people who seeks for attention wherever they go. 

I frown at the sight and looked back at the table she was previously sitting on. All her friends were there laughing giggling, taking about their latest mani pedi.

"Thats what you wanted you dick! Now scram!" My eyes immediately turn to her as she walks back to her table. She looks at me as well creating eye contact while she squinted her eyes at me.

"What are you looking at?! Twerp!" I flinch and look back at my food embarrassed.
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