Love Is Not Over || BTS x Reader 18+ [COMPLETE]

29. Moving On

Jungkook's POV

"I don't think it feels the same anymore." I say, sort of feeling vulnerable. I admit, (y/n) is sweet and caring, its just, I'm not the right person who will change her completely.

"I'm just another one of the boys she dates." The funny thing is, I'm not even disappointed that I'm breaking up with her. I'm disappointed because, I'm not the person who will change her life forever.

There are many more girls in this world and I guess the right one will just come when I least expect it. If I seem like I'm not sad about the break up, I'm kind of am, but not that much.

"She will not be the only person you will be dating, Jungkook. We knew she wasn't for you though."  Namjoon hyung said emptily. He didn't help though, I still feel bad.

I know, I know, if she kept doing those stuff, I shouldn't feel bad. Theres a reason I'm feeling bad though. Once, while walking in a park, when we've only started dating, she told me about her first relationship.

She told me how in love she was at that time. She told me how different she was, when she was friendlier, more feminine and more innocent. She told me that when the guy broke up with her, she was left heart broken, and couldn't move on.

What she had told me was the reason she had been the 'bully.' She never told anyone about it though. People only noticed that day by day, she wasn't being herself.

I'm just scared, that when I break up with her, she'd become worse than now. Although, since she was doing this to me anyway, I don't think she'd even remember me after I break up with her.

"Twerp! Do you think I've got a chance with her?" A smirk plastered to his face as he looks at me jokingly.

"Hyung!" He chuckled and slid his hands inside his pockets.

"What...? Maybe I could even send her to Hong kong with my tongue technology." I growl in annoyance as I look at him once more. The same old Yoongi Hyung.

Having enough of his shit, I told him to go back to his room and sleep, which he did, he even did it before I could finish my sentence. Everything is now normal between us; that one time, when I got mad at them for thinking of me as a child, I forgave them the next day after they had said sorry.

The rest went back to looking at me, while I only look down at the floor, thinking whether I should really do it or not.

"Hyung... I don't know if I should really do it..." they all smirk at me. Those hoes who have experienced dating, smirking at me. Of course they'd do that! They didn't let me date before.

"Jungkook, you've moved on already. You just have to tell her." Jimin-ie Hyung clarified and I knew I had to do it. I smiled softly and made up my mind.
.
.
.