Love Is Not Over || BTS x Reader 18+ [COMPLETE]

24. I like it pt2

"I don't know... We've always been so intimate with each other and I even think that this is the only time we haven't." I look down even more and start fiddling with my fingers. I'm actually pretty nervous about Jungkooks answer. Theres that small part of me where I want to be his but at the same time I don't want to.

I want to be his because... I find him sweet. He's cute and friendly. We have minor misunderstandings, but we always got along after. He has this weird aura where in somedays he's Hot as fuck and on other days he's a fucking cute bunny.

"Tell me what you want us to be (y/n). I can't read your mind and we won't be able to understand each other like this." He looks so fucking understanding. The way his eyes move to me when ever the road is straight and clear.

"Jungkook... I really like you..." one of his hands let go of the steering wheel and holds my hand gently, placing a peck carefully. A slight blush crept to my slightly tan face.

"but... I feel like... I'll only betray you with all my madness." Embarrassment replaced my blushing face, while I pulled my hand away from him. I hate myself for doing those things now.

Those were that days that I didn't give my life that much meaning. Those were the days that made me love my life but I know for myself that everything that I was doing was wrong.

"Why not give it a try (y/n)? We won't know what will happen unless we try. We only live once, may as well give it meaning and make the most of it." My heart softens even more at the words he just said.

I've always had a weak spot for soft words, but I usually don't show it because of my reputation, now, I don't even know who I am anymore. Jungkook gave me so much more than surviving high school.

He takes my hand once again caressing it with his thumb, as silence takes over us once again. I didn't bother answering to what he said, thinking that maybe he'd give me more time to think about what he just said.

I watch as we pass by the trees on the side walk. The leaves swaying with the wind, while some others get swept away by the wind.

"Well, what do you think (y/n)?" Taking quick glances at me, he stops the car in front of my house, but did not get out just yet.

"I still don't know Jungkook... I feel like I don't deserve you... you're sweet, hot, friendly, cute, smart, basically everything in the package and I'm just a try-hard whore. I fuck with people and play with their feelings, giving punishments and taking their virginity."

"Don't think that anymore. I believe you still have room for change. Date me?" His bunny teeth showing from his ear to ear smile, while I cringe at his low quality words.

"Fine..." I open the car door widely and get out, walking towards the house door. Jungkook follows behind me after locking the car.

"I like you too (y/n)." In front of the door, Jungkook holds on to my waist and pulls me closer, placing his forehead on mine, but as if on queue the door to the house opens loudly.
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