Love Is Not Over || BTS x Reader 18+ [COMPLETE]

14. Boy In Luv

Jungkook's POV

"Jungkook... What was that?!" Hoseok Hyung yelled, but I couldn't tell whether he was angry or excited. I only sighed and placed my chair back to the position before (y/n) pulled it.

"Jungkook! I told you not to get involved with her!" I sighed once again, I really couldn't help myself! I mean its normal for a guy to make the first move on a girl, why would they stop me? I'm grown up and they should let me go.

That day in the football field, or yesterday in short. I couldn't help but notice her looking at me, and even if she was pretty far from me, I could tell that she wasn't looking at my face but instead, at something below that.

I really couldn't stop myself from being attracted to her, especially physically. The way her jersey clung to her petite waist as the rain poured, the way it clung to all her curves in fact. It hurt me not to approach her and take my chance when she ran to the comfort room.

About what I said earlier, it was something to get her worked up. I honestly knew she wouldn't do this just for my dick. I wasn't hard to see that she actually was attracted to me.

What I just said makes me think I'm big headed. Urgh.

What she did earlier on me, also got me worked up. She turned me so fucking on that I had to cover my boner real bad after she left. I just thought, maybe if I made her angry she'd go hard on me later.

I'll explain everything later when I go to her house. I just can't go to school without clearing things with her. I'll just feel stupid, like I always do.

It hits me that I'm not anymore aware that she's older than me. She's older than me by a few months and I forget about it a lot, but do you really think I care?

I mean, when someone false in love with someone, thats love! No one can stop you! Age is just a number telling people how long you've been living in this stupid world full of haters and stupid people.

But, you also have to know your limits. There are a lot of things in love, and it can also be dangerous, but lets stop with this bullshit and get back to what I was doing.

"Kook, lets go to the library, I have to borrow this book I need for class." Yoongi never really tells me to come with him, unless he wants to have a deep conversation with me that usually gets me worked up, but I hope it doesn't this time.

"Yeah sure, hyung." I know, why don't I just turn it down? Well, Yoongi Hyung is a pushy guy and if I decline him, he'd go to me and blackmail me, or, pull me by the ear and drag me with him.

"Hyung, I swear, I wasn't being mean to her for real. Its just an act."

"Do you really like her?"
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