28. Stigma

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Jungkook's POV

Months eventually passed and I'm with (y/n) most of the time. The usual times I'm not with her is when we have classes. As for training, we would often practice together since she is the over-all coach of football boys and girls.

There's a huge problem though...

During our whole relationship, I've lost count of how much arguments we've had. Don't ask who starts it, cause its always both of us. Don't get us wrong either, we like each other, its just... she doesn't seem to get the idea of change.

I think, she forgets that she's in a relationship. I see her all the time, being the same. She's always with her friends and always gets into fights. She's gone to detention countless times over the week and it always gets me frustrated.

"Jungkook-ah... you look so deep in thought... what the fuck are you thinking about?" Yoongi hyung asks bluntly but I just ignore him, knowing that he wouldn't listen anyway. I don't move from my position and go back to my thoughts...

(Y/N), she's actually nice once you get to know her, its just, how people knew her tops everything and the real her is over thrown. It would actually be nice if she changed... at least a little bit.

I see her pushing someone against the lockers again and again, and thats one reason I start a argument. Another reason is, she purposely forgets about me. She runs away with her friends doing shit and doesn't even bother telling me, while I wait for her near the gate. She doesn't even try to text me, and tell me where she is.

Whenever I call her at those times, she would always say 'oh! Sorry babe! I went out! Don't wait up for me!' and hang up immediately after, she doesn't even want to know what I want to tell her.

Pictures of her come out the next day, showing how much 'fun' she has had, but what he forgets to leave out is videos of her drunk flirting some other man.

The look of anger and sadness fills my eyes as I look at Seokjin Hyung, who just suddenly asked if I was okay. I growl in annoyance and stopped myself for standing up, knowing I'd do something I would regret right after.

How could I be okay, when the one I love, keeps cheating on me 'by accident'? How can I be okay when the girl I love forgets about me?! How can I be okay when she doesn't even attempt to change for me?

Now, I'm starting to think if falling for (y/n) was worth it at all. If it was worth it to wait a few days before she says 'I like you' back. 

"Hyung, I'm breaking up with (y/n)." All of them stand up in shock, looking at me as if I had just killed someone. Looking back down on the floor, thinking about it more, just on case I would change my mind, but no other arguments made me.

"What?!"
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