Love Is Not Over || BTS x Reader 18+ [COMPLETE]

Epilogue

I'm starting to regret everything. Jungkook really did mean a lot to me and seeing him around the school with other girls hurt my heart. I should have given him the attention when I had him.

I didn't even notice that I was leaving him out. I remember clearly that during those night outs with friends, I told myself that I would visit Jungkook right after, I guess I got too drunk to even walk. I always wake up the next day, at home with a huge head ache.

"Hey! (Y/n)! Lets go! We have training!" My attention hustled to my friend as he holds her gym bag on one of her shoulders. "Hey, umm... can I ask you a question?"

"No! We'll be late!" She grabs my arm and pulls me with her, running towards the field.

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"Good Morning (y/n)!" I look at the person without emotions and go back to walking towards the lockers. I put my bag in and walk to the classroom.

Sitting on my chair, I turn to the person next to me. "Hey... can I ask you a question?" I asked, trying not to sound pushy. "yes- yes, sure..." I tried to look less intimidating too, but I guess it wasn't working out.

"You have to be honest okay?" I look at the ground feeling embarrassed about my question, but I have to... if I want to change the way I am; my personality and my attitude towards things...

"Out of ten... How scary am I?" I already knew that he was going to say 10, by the way that he was shaking. He can't even looking at me to begin with.

"10... NO! 9! No Wait! 8! Ahhh!!! No! I think you're 7/10 scary! Pleasedon'tkillme!" He rubbed his hands together in front of his bowing head, while I only sigh and sit back on my chair, grabbing an unused notebook out of my bag, and... writing down what could possibly help me change...

Lunch time came and I started to sort of, stay away from my friends. I took a tray and grabbed my own food and began to look around, searching for a table to stay. Jungkooks table caught my eye and thought, maybe Jungkook would give me a chance... as a friend...

"Hey... do you mind if I sit with you...?" My voice faded, while I look down at the floor, already expecting a 'no', but I just heard a chuckle.

"Why not?" I looked up to see a smiling Jungkook right in front of me. The rest had neutral looks on their faces. The made space for you, while you slowly placed your tray down on the table.

"How are you? (y/n)-ssi?" You looked at Jungkook who was right in front of you. He tilted his head to the side slightly, with a small smile on his lips, a cute habit he does when ever he's curious.

"I'm okay... I guess..."

He looked as if nothing happened between us; that we did not date each other for a few months. I will be honest, it sort of hurt, but I was relieved as well. Hurt because it felt as if we had nothing in our past; that he had forgotten everything we had done together. I relieved, that we don't even need to bring it out anymore. The cheating, the time management, and... taking my virginity.

"You?" I smile at him, this time genuinely. My heart fluttered at the way he smiled back, it was obvious that he changed as well. His facial features, his body is more toned and... he didn't seem like a playboy anymore. Just a soft bunny that doesn't seem to be lonely at all.

"I'm doing just fine. Can we talk... privately?" I nod and stand up after Jungkook, walking up to the roof, abandoning the untouched food I had just left on the table.

"(y/n)... why sit with us?"

"I just though, maybe you'd give me a second chance... as a friend... I'm nit looking for something more. Just... company. I don't want to be with my old friends anymore. After you had broken up with me, I thought I was going to be okay without you, but soon realized... that I'm not okay. Everything you said to me just sinked in and right now I'm trying to change! I'm trying to change because you had such an effect on me; that maybe, if I change, I'd get a chance to get you back, but now that we're here... I just lost hope. I'm okay with just friends Jungkook... just give me a chance at that. I'm not asking for more..."

I feel like trash! I don't even know what came out of my mouth anymore. I think I just confessed.

"(y/n)... I told you that I would be your friend remember? I don't mind... like I said, I'm just a call away..."
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OKAY FINE! This final final ending sucks! but I'm busy with school! and I don't think I will be able to finish it if I don't do it now... and right now... my head HURTS AS FUCK! so... deal with it  :(( 💜💜💜
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Thank You for supporting me though! will be posting a new book soon! when the school year ends! 😘 by the way! Did you guys notice that the chapter names are Song titles??? I work hard on that 😭