Our Own Roller Coaster *ON HIATUS*

[27] I'M GOING TO KILL HIM

ALEXA'S POV:

She looked up and gave a sad smile.

"Hey." She said softly. I walked over and sat beside her on the bed.

"Do you want me to change or something? Cuz' as you can see, I'm a bit wet." I stopped at my tracks as I realised the drops of water trailing behind me as I walk.

She shook her head slowly. "It's fine. I don't care."

"So, I bring some food. Let's share them." I brought the food in front of my face and waved it a bit. She shook her head.

"I'm not hungry."

I sighed. Knowing that food would not cheer her up. I took off my jacket and put it at the side of the bed. Then, I kicked my shoes off and makes myself comfortable beside her on the bed.

"Wanna talk about it?"

She look at me, her eyes became teary again.

"I was walking on the streets earlier this morning and I saw him at the Starbucks with another girl. I tried to think positive and thought that she must be her friend or something. I walked to them to say hello. A-and the girl ask him who am I. He said he don't know me. I got really mad so I scolded him telling her that I'm his girlfriend. She laughed and said that she is his girlfriend so I looked at him and he just shrugged. He puts his hand on her shoulder and said...that, he only uses me and was playing with me. A-and he thinks that I'm boring now so h-he broke up with me right after, and I.." She broke down. I hugged her tightly, lending her my shoulder.

"Shh. He don't deserve those tears, Mary. Believe me. Please don't cry because of that bastard. You can get any guy you want so don't cry over the one who broke you." I said. And at that moment I realized.

I'm a freaking bad adviser.

"I know he doesn't deserve it but that's not really what I'm crying for right now."

"What do you mean?" I asked, confused.

"I'm crying because I regretted it. I regret every hour I spent with him and I regret it for not listening to your advise to be careful. I'm sorry. I really am. I should've listened to you but I- I don't know what was I thinking." She explained shakily.

"No, no. Please don't be sorry. It's okay. You know, how about you take this as a lesson. Maybe starting from now on, you should learn not trust or love too easily. Stand up, girl. Because even though we're fragile and soft, doesn't mean guys are stronger, nope. Guys may be stronger physically but mentally? Girls are. So square up, stand on your own feet. Show him that you could do a lot more better without him." I smiled.

"And if you want to feel better. How about you eat this ice cream while I sing to you. I might not be a good singer but let's just ignore that and enjoy the song instead." I winked at her and handed the ice cream.

She laughed and I beamed.

"Any request?" I raised my brow, smirking.

She puts her hand under her face, lightly tapping her chin.

"How about, Just Hold On by Louis Tomlinson? I love that song."

"Wise choice." I started to sing the song from the start. She listened to every word while eating the ice cream.

Once I was done, she clapped her hand looking at me in awe.

"That was really good! I didn't know you can sing?"

"I can't. I just like to." I shrugged.

"No, really. That was good. You should've go on an audition or something. Because your voice are just beautiful and unique. It's strong and soft at the same time. Hold some kind of energy and intensity in it. It really warms my heart too."