Why is he here?? why do I care?? why is this affecting me??? why am I talking to myself??
I pondered on what I just saw, It couldn't be him, right?? Please say right. Walking back to where Ace and the others were. Plopping down on the chair were my bag was placed, looking out at the water, deep in thought.
This really must be a dream. It had to be, I should of known when I saw Ace blush, when he complimented me, and when he kissed me. I mean this is not a good girl and the jock moment. This is my life as a nerd, as a nobody, why would he look at me.
This is all just a dream that I'll wake up from soon, and laugh about it. If only I could wake up.
Feeling a slight squeeze on my shoulder, I looked up to see Ace's month moving but no words. I was still in my thoughts, still dreaming. Why is this happening to me, to me of all person.
Is this the universes sick way of telling me I'm crazy. Come on, I mean, I'm living a double life, as a gang leader and as a good girl/nerd, and on top of that my past is coming to take me back to hell.
Feeling a sharp pain in my left arm, I wince in pain. Snapping back to reality.
"Are you okay" Ace ask, worry laced in his voice, why does he care this much. I told you, see I told you, I'm definitely dreaming.
I nod.
"Wow, the diaper twin is going crazy, I'm not surprised" Candy chuckles, along with her Mandy.
She has no idea how right she is at the moment. But as much as she is, I really want to push those flaws dragon nails of hers down her throat.
I clutched and unclutched my fist, remembering the fact that I'm the good girl.
"Are you okay V" Madison ask, taking a seat beside me.
"Am..... Yeah, it's getting late, we should go" I told her, she nods. Hearing my phone go off, I pulled out my work phone, seeing a incoming call from Double A, I answered.
"Hello" I said, walking away from the guys.
"We have a problem" I heard her say, the sound of carts moving in the background.
"What's that"
"Two new gang just arrived in town, one in particular asking to speak to Valeria Lockhart" she said, after first my mind linger on who would want to talk to me and why, but then I remember him, seeing him here.
"Who" I ask, afraid of the answer.
"Blaze Harper" I gulp at the name, why, oh lord. Why me.
"Okay, thanks Double A" I said and hang up the phone. Marching back over to my sister and the others.
"Bye-bye, bitches" Candy said, waving us off as she left with Jason.
"Let's go" I said, picking up my beach bag. Giving Ace a quick hug and made my way back to my car.
Flashback
"There's nothing more I want" he said, caressing my cheek with his finger. I can't think of a better place to be, than with him. He means the world to me.
"As if, I know you love me" I chuckle, pecking him on the lip. He smiles pulling me on top of him. Trailing soft kisses along my neck. Biting and kissing in one spot, before trailing kisses up my neck, to my cheeks and finally stopping on my lips.
"I'll never stop loving you Valeria Juliana Maria Lockhart" he smiles, tightening his grip around my waist.
"An I'll never stop loving you Blaze Alejandro Harper" I said, running my finger over his bottom lip. Moving my hand, I laid there staring into his dark blue eyes.
Switching passion, he was now hovering over me, in between my legs. His lower region, pressing on mine. Wrapping my arm's around his neck, pulling him close.
Our lips brushing slightly, his now pressed against mine, moving at a slow pace. As our lips move in sync, he deeps the kiss. His hand reaching under my shirt, cupping my breast causing me to moan against his lips. He smirks, biting my lower lip for entrance. Giving him the entrance he needed, his tongue tackling mine.
The butterflies in my stomach going off. He always had this effect on me, he's my weakness and I'm not afraid to scream it to the world. I am on the roof already, so that won't be hard.
End of flashback
The next morning I woke up, to the sound of my sister calling me.
"V wake up, wake up" she exclaim, shaking me violently. Jolting up, I gasp for air. Feeling my someone grasp my shoulders and pull me back. My breathing unsteady, my heart pounding in my ears.
"I'm here, calm down" Madison whisper, resting my head in her lap, running her finger through my hair.
As my breathing steadies, I find myself relaxing at her touch.
Why is this happening, why an I having these dreams about him. There not bad dreams, they just bring back bad memories of him never coming, making me cry myself to sleep at nights.
I've tried moving on, I've tried forgetting. I covered myself with work just to get my mind off him, just to forget, just to stop hoping for his call, his text. To leave him behind, why now. Why is he here?
Bring back old memories, old times, good times and bad times. I wanted to forget, I wanted to move on, I wanted to stop my heart from running down the same road. Back to him, just to have him break me again. I can't have that, I'm better than before, stronger than ever. I can and I will move on, maybe, just maybe, Ace is that ticket out. He likes me, I'm sure he'll let me forget, let me find myself once more.
"I saw him, Madi, I saw Blaze" I said in tears.
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The Good Girls Secret (COMPLETE) Editing
Teen Fiction(Secret series #1) Meet Valeria Lockhart, the good girl that has it all. At school she's the nerd. "Pick it up vilora" she hisses, pushing my head back. At home she's the good girl. "How was school g...
